Hey you guys (: , this is my first attempt to write a story so feedback please .also any ideas of what you guys would like for me to write about next ? thanks =]
Everything. It hits me all at once as im runnimg . The coal mine explosion, Rue's death, my mothers abandonment, the capitol's mutts, Prim's screams the day she was killed because of me. Gale's face as the pain comes to me to choose between him or Peeta. I hit and fall to the jungle floor of the arena. Grasping myself to protect me from the pain, but this time its within me. I am my own worse enemy. I begin screaming and everything goes black. As im gasping for air , arms come around me forceful but comforting as im fighting blindlessly. I finally give in and fall back into whatevers holding me to my death. Something unexpected happens though, sweet comforting words come to my ears and soft gentle lips kiss my cheeck and i'm snapped into my surroundings. His face becomes slowly visible as i see his blue eyes clouded with concern and pain and I begn to relax. I place my hand on his face and whisper "Peeta" as a small smile forms on my lips. I craved his comforting hands on me when the nightmars were over and i'm badly shaken. He always had a way of bringing me happiness and humanity even though what weve been through is far from it." It's alright im here." He whispers. As i lay there he strokes my hair and i begin to hear the pitter patter of little feet climbing the stairs. A blond curl comes into view with confused gray eyes peering around the door with his sister right behind him. I begin to smile , my children's faces always make the pain some how vanish and bring me happiness. I know one day i will have to explain the nightmares and why they will never really go away but, I will be sure to add though that life goes on and you have to make the most of it everyday.
