Paint Me Darker (ChanBaek ff) Under REVISION

CHAPTER 23

Chanyeol almost give in into  baekhyun. He almost forgot his Plans as he saw him.

He almost crushed his fucking lips into his.
He badly wants to hug him as he fucking miss him so much that he is dying.

Seeing baekhyun cry is like stabbing him many times. Seeing him cry because of him is  crushing him into pieces.

He badly wants to ask who is that fucking man who is smiling with him.
He wants baekhyun to only smile for him.
He is fucking jealous! He is so jealous that he could kill someone.

Spitting those lies into baekhyun is very hard. Every lies that he spit was like a bunch of knives stabbing him inside.

When he fucking say He wants him out of his life he meant that. PLEASE STAY. PLEASE DONT GO. I BEG YOU.

When baekhyun said that All his words back then was a lie, he wanted to defend himself so bad.
He want to say. IT'S TRUE! IT'S FUCKING TRUE! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU! I WANT YOU! I ONLY WANT YOU. I-I LOVE YOU!

He almost rushed to hug baekhyun when the smaller fell unto his knees.

But he was surprised when someone immediately helped him stand up.

He was fucking screaming at the back of his mind. GET OFF HIM! DON'T YOU LAY HANDS ON HIM!

But he can't. This is it then? I will be the one hurting him while someone will  definitely console him.

Chanyeol immediately punch the window of his car and it shattered into pieces. His knuckles are fucking bleeding but he can't seem to feel pain.

Because the pain he was experiencing now was occupying his whole body. His heart was fucking aching and he doesn't feel this in so many years.

He was sobbing hard as he fell to the ground and lean his back on the car.

This is just the beggining. What more can it be?

He justs hope that he made the right  choice.
He is afraid that what if he succeeds at finding the enemies but in return he lost more precious and it's baekhyun. He was afraid what if he has nothing more left if he comes back.

And someone was already loving him as much as he do.

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" Baekhyuniee? Are you alright?" Krystal asked him when he was just staring right into the floor.

Baekhyun came back to reality when krystal snapped him out.

" Yeah. I'm fine" baekhyun manage to smile again.

" Are you sure? Did you have a fight with your Baby?" Krystal smirks as she hand baekhyun a cup of coffee americano.

Baekhyun felt his chest hurts again as he remembered what happened last night.
He massage his forehead as he felt dizzy. He doesn't feel like working. He want to be alone on his room. But he can't they have to work on a new project. He should do his best as the chief editor. ADP is a huge brand. They have to work their ass up.

He tried to be professional as possible.

" Guys? The head said that there will be a meeting at the hall right now. We should go" Taehyung said.

He frowned after he heard it. His body can't seem to be with him. He is too exhausted physically and emotionally.

" Baek? You alright? Are you not feeling well? I'll just excuse you for this meeting. You rest here." Taehyung was worried.

But he just shook his head.
" I-I'm good Tae. Thank you for your concern i appreciate it a lot. " baekhyun just tried to smile as he looks at tae.

Taehyung just replied a bitter smile.