The mystery brother

I hate you

I stood up

Where you going

I'll be back

You bitch you told my brother my secret

Hey I don't want you to die

I'm already going to die

What are talking already to die

I have cancer

I told him already

You what

Everything I told you tell him where the secret in this I trusted you you back stab me

Snitches are bitches I screamed

I don't have anyone one to turn to when I'm in trouble I feel like I can't go on anymore

You have me

I'm sorry dad you weren't their for me. Like you didn't stop your newcast to check on me

Why did you run out

Fuck you im not telling you

The next I'm going to find out you two having sex together

Surprise

What even when I'm having mental breakdown I can't get break from you to I hate you

I want to fucking jump of bridge then begin around you

I have news cast to get

Of course you do don't be surprised that I'm dead when you come back home dad

I'm not letting you kill yourself

Then don't go

Find you find a job oh wait you can't your mentally retardation

When I was getting close to you say that

I slammed my door

I didn't mean to say that

Just how you don't mean to leave me when I need the most oh wait your have job don't you

Hey I'm sorry I didn't give the life you wanted but we can get through together

Admit it to me you don't believe in me and maybe just maybe I will trust in you dad at this point you have caused me to lose faith in everything

I'm sorry can we please move me

I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive for the way you treat me and the way you run me out of your life

I'm not your brother anymore I'm your parent who love you

No you don't just admit it to me that you care more about money then you own daughter who dying of cancer

I don't hate you i love you

Bullshit statement

You don't think I love you I took you didn't let your rot on the side of the road like most people would

I open the door

Look into his eyes

I appreciate you taking me in but you have left em for your job I need you right now during my difficult time I'm going through

He left

I went into the hall

Hey don't expect me to be alive fuck you dad

Well you leave please

No I'm afraid you'll hurt yourself

I took the knife

Or you

Okay Lucy set it down

You started this shit with my dad so it your time to feel how it felt

Hey watch what you do

I'll call the police

I chucked her phone out the window

No phone call

Go get me alcohol or I'll kill you

Okay

She left and I started destroying shit

She returned her your alcohol

I downed the whole bottle of alcohol

I passed out on the ground

We I finally regained consciousness I was covered in throw up

What happen

You blacked out you downed a whole bottle of alcohol

My dad said

Dad

You grounded for a month from anything

Dad

Dad my ass you don't fucking drink he said slamming his hand

You don't drink it not healthy

Who got you the alcohol

My tutor

Why would you give in she threaten me with a knife

Oh so you aren't the kid who I wasn't in trouble but the kid who risky behavior

What my punishment

You have to come to the studio

Fuck no

Why did you drink

To numb the pain

Pain of what

Life cancer

Go to your room

Yes

I went sat on my bed just sobbed

Nice job parenting

I feel like i did bad

Tomorrow is her first chemo therapy appointment

Great

Lucy

Yes

Tonight your night you treatment Tomorrow

Shave my head

You sure

Yes

My dad dug in to find his shaver

Ready

As the each locks of my hair feels o sobbed harder

I took video of it

Now I'm depressed

We snuggle up to the fire place and I feel asleep to my dads heart beat

Early the next morning

We went to the hospital

They put the port into my veins

I hid my face in my dad arm

Day one treatment fine

Day two fine

Day three okay

Day four awful

Day five terrifying

The morning of day five I threw up all over my chest

Let's get in the bath

I was so weak from the cancer treatment my father had to carry me to the bath

I sat on the warm bath and just sobbed so much

I developed a fever instead of me going to my bed my dad held me on his arms as I sobbed even after throwing all over him multiple times he still held me to his chest when o finally was able to sleep

I walked out to the hallway and lost it my baby was in pain as parent I couldn't do anything for her just to be their I manned up took care of her o held her let her cry to me I sang to her. Even after the painful treatment she endured she was my strong girl.