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It's almost New Year's Day and I have got the only chance to confess the boy of my dreams. I want to make it perfect. I was thinking about the best gift just for him. A key to my heart that holds something precious and very valuable to me dearly.
If only true love will help me find the right answer to my problems. There's got to be a better way to impress or confess him. I know who he is; as if he were my angel in disguise from the heavens above where I can see a secret wondrous paradise that can take me away. I hope so...
But the reason is I'm too shy and timid. It happens when I get really nervous all the time. I know it sounds odd...I got to know who he is and where can I find him somehow. I bet he has a heart of gold, captivating beauty that lures me like I was hypnotized.
I just don't know or can't think about of how am I suppose to get a good gift for him this year. I was having a hard time of finding a special someone who I like. Geez, I've been waiting for a quite some time and it sure is a very long day. I can be happy all I want.
But if I'm unable to look for him, I'll be crushed by a tragic heartbreak. Ohh, why unrequited love is hard to decide whether if it's right or mind? Why don't I send him love letters just for our first dance or go out on a date like to a fancy restaurant or some alone time together somewhere? 😞😞
One thing for sure, all I did was to play anime otome dating games (mostly ikemen series) on my cellphone to cheer me up how to impress. But I don't think that's going to help me or work it out personally. I sucked at acting on finding a partner who is close to me.
Oh, man...this is hard. I mean, why do I even bother? If I don't do it anytime soon, I probably messed up for good. My world is perfect and now, it's slowly crumbling away because of love. I just know that love can only make me very happy on New Year. It broke my heart so bad.... 😞😞 💔💔
What kind of a person would I be? A shy type? Calm, relaxed or lonely? I'm probably not sure that's my type. In my expectation, I am a teenage girl who has big dreams and wishes to be in love with a special angel of mine. I can move on if I want to be free and live a life.
However, in reality, I'm just a fangirl who loves to play anime otome games on my cellphone and yes, I like boys who has the best looks or so-called 'boyfriend material'. The eyes, voice, natural beauty, rock-hard abs...etc. I never had the chance to live for.
Am I being stereotypical? A picky one or a total blockhead? Meh, I can't tell the difference anyway. That's just not my life. It's New Year's Day so....what am I going to do now? I think I've ran out of ideas and I don't know where should I start from the beginning.
Honestly, I wonder what's in store for me if I found the only one? I guess this is the end. I always kept the special gift with me just in case as a surprise for my babe. Inside the box is a snow globe with an angel figurine in it. The box is a heart wrapped in a gold ribbon, not like a Christmas present.
That box resembles as my heart of all the feelings I ever felt. I put love cards with messages in there as a confession. Also, I add some bouquet of flowers, mostly red roses because it symbolizes about affection and sweetness. It made me feel like I'm in heaven.
I was done shopping for my gift so I headed to the ice cream restaurant for lunch time. It was before New Year's Day but it's okay. I ordered french fries with a small bowl of ketchup, a cheezy hamburger and a cup of ice cream for dessert to fill my tummy.
I would imagine if a hamburger is like a toasted sandwich that goes with peanut butter and jelly or jam. For me, my life is like the ice cream I was eating. I just love to taste the sweet delights of this delicious flavor; mixed with chocolates, marshmallows or cakes that needs love and it wouldn't hurt.🍦🍦 🍫🍫 🍰🍰
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