Impossible!

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So this week we, 6th graders, were really busy with lots of stuff, which meant late dismissal and lots of stress. Due to this, Jade and I haven't talked to each other yet, and only just say "hi" or say short stories when we pass by each other. 

Anywaaaay, today was an unexpected day. It was pretty normal, Nicole getting jealous over Maria since more people ship me with Maria, etc. etc. My feelings for "him" was still making me confuzzled, but I was already moving "forward" or "moving on" not until I met up with Jade during our break.

"Jade! Heeey!" I said, waving my hand at Jade and hugged her.

Suddenly, Jade started pushing me and mumbling something, wearing a smile on her face, as if she was trying to tell me something.

"Hey, hey, hey!" She said. "Y'know why I ship you with my brother?" 

That last sentence gave me the chills and made me shocked. I thought this was over or something?

"Why?" I asked, my heart beating faster since I didn't know what to expect.

"It's because when I was looking around your profile pictures, he saw your face and said 'who's that' and I said 'that's Laila'," She replied. I didn't expect this coming. 

"'Oh, okay' he said and he left. But when I came back to look at him, he was already blushing." 

That last sentence made me feel that there was still hope with my feelings for "him". But at the same time, I still think that he'll never like me. Argh, love really is confusing, noh?

P.S. - 20-50% of my feelings for "him" were coming back!! ♥♥

P.S. #2 - The letter that "came from" Maria wasn't actually from her, it was written by her friend that knows about "us". Phew, pretty much a good thing...?