Chap 7
Every morning I sat down in my bed. Just like I always did when I'm with my room before. I just stare at something, like what I am doing right now, I'm staring at the window, It feels like a painting that let my eyes stuck on it. But its way better than a painting.
In painting you only see one scenario but in my window? I see different scenarios and natural is way better than artificial.
In the middle of my 'whereabouts, it's too late for me to realized that someone enter my room.
" good morning "a voice said, coming from my back.
The voice makes me confuse, I know it's not Emy because she doesn't greet me that way. If that's really her she will greet me with loud and joyful good morning with my name like " good morning Nancy" but its way different from the person who enter my room. So, I look back to know who it is.
" good morning doctor lance " I said.
That's more unexpected, my doctor visited me in my room.
"Expecting someone?"
" yes, I'm expecting Emy to be here but it turns out I got wrong expectation "
" disappointed?"
" not that much, she's a loud girl you know, I also need peace "
" so, you mean that when you're with her there's no peace?"
" just kidding, but she's loud really, where is she by the way?"
" important matters"
" really? I thought it's more important for her to annoy me "
" what do you mean?"
" when she's here, she never fail to annoy me , but I'll miss her presence anyway "
" your close with her?"
" since I stayed in this room "
" that's good to hear"
" why are you here by the way?"
" just to visit my patient"
"When doctors visit their patients its either good or bad, so does your presence in my room is in positive way? Or in negative way? "
" what you think?"
" I don't know that's why I ask "
" if I say in negative way what will you do?"
" if it's in negative way then why? I don't feel something wrong, not even a pain in my chest"
" that's it, there's no reason for me to be here in negative way"
"I'm sorry , I'm just confuse, my doctors before don't visit me unless I feel something wrong or if I call for help"
" well I'm different, I'm Not your old doctors, I'm your new one"
" yeah' I'm sorry, I just exaggerated my thoughts "
" it's okay, I understand, I'm actually here to look after you since Emy is not around "
" I can handle myself "
" you still need help, you need to be monitored every minute that counts"
" am I that really weak?"
" no, you're not, your actually strong"
" if I am strong, why I'm still here?"
" yes, you're strong but you're not that okay"
