Destined (Obito x Reader)

New chances🖤

I laid with my face shoved in pillow, only one eye peeking. I've been watching same scene for a week now. The blossom tree, the sun piercing through the branches. This is what my whole week was, I felt absolutely empty, just the sun reminding me of times when I went on missions.. Here comes another tear, my heart ached. Deidara is dead. He didn't try to show any interest, but he still reached out, to talk about his clay, I would try forming it into at least something but he would start nagging me how I do it wrong, then I argued back, then he threatened to blow me up. But deep inside he truly enjoyed spending time with me and Tobi... Tobi.. I started to weep. I felt betrayed, thrown away, useless. But how insane is that the feeling of missing him overshadowed all of it. I missed him horribly, I want to get energy to go to the Akatsuki hideout.. if I'm even welcomed there anymore.. I want to say something that I don't even know what. His emotions are completely shut, all I see is darkness, no anger, no sorrow, no happiness, it's just plain darkness. What would I say? He clearly felt nothing when Deidara died, he was a pawn, and I'm his pawn too. What was the point of bringing me, what was the point of asking me to join? Is he secretly running the organization? These been my thoughts the whole week, and again it drifted me to sleep.
I woke up somewhere around 5 pm, surprisingly I felt more energy, I had to use this chance to go find Tobi, I have no plan, I just want to let him know I consider him a friend, even if he despises me or sees me as a tool.. I can't throw away all the memories, I always cared for him. His true self made me so frightened , but even people like that need someone to stand by them. I have nowhere else to go anyway. I'm dumb, and I don't care.
My heart pumped very strong, the anxiety in my chest made me weak, as I was getting close to the hideout. Will he act as his childish persona? That would be easier to explain my feelings. I have to find strength to be open even when that Sharingan is making me feel like being trapped and chained.
I stood in front of the boulder, I felt cold sweat, as a voice behind me made me lose balance.
"Jinchuriki you're back"

"Oh Kisame.. you guys really like to jump scare"

"Forgot something?"

"Where's... Tobi?"

"He's a really shady man, why would you want to find him?"

"Aw Kisame you're worried for me huh"

"Not even close, but I'm not as cold hearted as him"

"Kisame please.. I HAVE to, I'm an Akatsuki member after all"

"He's at the tallest tower in the Rain Village"

"W-wow, that's pretty far... why would he be there.."

"Told you he's shady, I don't think anyone goes to that village, every part of it is watched"

"Just who is he.. He went from a bubbly guy to a dark fulfilled... god I don't know how to describe it"

"That's his tactic to fool those he doesn't trust, he deceived me for some time"

"Doesn't trust.. why.. out of all people he didn't trust, Deidara and me.."

"I guess he trusts you a little since he showed his true colors, but with him you have to be extremely cautious, maybe if he tells you who he is you'll understand"

"Well this just made my anxiety worse... but I guess I'll be going, hopefully that's not a last time we get to talk"

"Ummm take care" he looked to the side, I could see him blush. That shocked me but I still gave a wide smile and started heading West to Amekagure. Even a guy like Kisame, who I've heard he betrayed his village and killed his superior, said that Tobi is even more intense than him. Just what is he, what led him to become this way.. why he pretends to be someone so unreliable...
These thoughts kept me busy, too busy even not realizing the clear sky got consumed with dark clouds. At least I'm finally close.
This village always ached my heart. So much poor and lost souls, the always crying place, people shouldn't live here..
When I was entering the boarder I already felt I was being stalked. No chakra was near, but I felt the outsider eyes seizing me. There was no sound but rain, it's like the whole town is in slumber. But my attention was at the tallest tower. It was barely seen, completely looking like a ghost from all the hard rain and fog. But that's where my Tobi was, I still have zero clue what I'll do, even if I get frozen in place, I still have to say "I care for you, you're my friend".
As I got closer, I saw few people. They were gloomy and had no expression, after months of being in Akatsuki, I still feel compassionate towards everyone, no matter what they said or did.
There were at least 50 floors, but my intuition told me to go to the very top.. what a bummer.
Each step fastened my palpitations, each thunder made me become dizzy, getting there felt forever, now I held the door handle to the last floor. I felt like an idiot standing there, Tobi should already be aware I'm here, only a wall blocking us.. I'm too scared..
I started to recall all those mission days and felt brightened enough to open the door. On my surprise nobody was there..
"To..Tobi?" I looked through each corner. Did Kisame lie to me? I haven't sensed him anywhere, maybe I should've checked all floors..
"Tobi please I came here for you!" a tear started coming out. Why was I so emotional, I don't know this man, at all.. my heart cried with the clouds.. but finally I hear his voice.
"(Y/n) Chan, you came all the way to here?" That cheerful, raspy voice I missed so much.