Only Hazza

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*ELLIE'S POV*

I woke up that morning to see Harry asleep on my floor. I couldn't help but smile at the fact that he had stayed. Sure, Mrs.Anne or Gemma wouldnt had come and pick him up that late. But still. I looked at the time it was 8:15. Harry would be asleep for another hour or so. I figured i would take a shower and get dressed, then make him breakfast. I slipped out of bed and looked at myself in the mirror. I was wearing black sweats and my spiderman tee. My blonde hair was in a knotted mess and the little make up i wore was smeared across my face. I turned to the side to see my stomach. Yes, i was little so i didnt weigh much. But i felt like i weighed and looked hundreds of pounds heavier. I hadn't told Harry about how insecure i am about my body but I'm guessing he knew.

Tears slowly started to fall from my face. I had such a hideous body. How could anyone love me when i looked this way? Ive always eaten healthy. I was kind of athletic and i worked out. I didn't get why i was so big. I wanted to be tall and skinny. Not short and fat. I looked away from the mirror and fell on the ground careful not to wake Harry with my sobs. Pull yourself together, Ellie. I took a deep breathe and stood up. I wiped my eyes and headed toward my bath room. I was always happy it was connected to my room. It made things alot easier. I turned on the shower and undressed myself. Careful not to look in my mirror and see my body.

I washed my hair and face first. It took a long time to untangle my hair but i got it. I washed my body then stepped out of the shower. I realized i hadn't grabbed clean close to change into. Another bonus of having a bathroom that connects to my room. Downside, Harry was in there. He was hard to get up so i figured i would be ok. I quickly brushed my hair and wrapped a towel around me.

I walked out into my room and opened up my drawers. Harry was still out, so i just changed in there. I picked out a white bra and white and pink panties. I put them on then i heard Harry change the way he was laying. I froze in fear that he might wake up and see me. He had seen me once when i was changing and i was carefull not to make that mistake again. I let out a breathe when he didnt wake up. I turned and closed the drawer when i heard a deep slow talking voice behind me.

"Good morning, Love." I turned to see the only and only Harry sitting on my bed with his messed up curls (that he pulled off quite well) and his white v-neck wrinkled and his sweat pants with his legs open as if to say 'My body, is ready.' I let out a little scream and tried to grab something to cover myself with but stopped when Harry laughed. "Why are you freaking out its just the human body. Nothing i've never seen before." He winked and smiled cheekily. I stopped and stared at him.

"Harry Edward Styles." i frowned and put my hands on my bare hips. "This is MY body. And you KNOW i do not like it. I hate wearing bikini's. I hate wearing tight shirts. Hell, i hate people looking at my body with layers of clothing on! Do you really think i would be ok with you, of all people seeing my bare body? Huh? Look at me! I have a huge belly and thighs. I have stupid back dimples. As if my high pitched voice, glasses and freckles dont make me enough of a freak i have this hideous body!" I stopped and took a breathe when i realized tears were rolling down my face. I fell to the ground and began to sob. 

That's when i saw Harry get up and i thought he was going to leave, but he took of his hirt to show his flat abs and bare chest. He sat down in front of my and put the shirt on me so i was mostly covered. He lifted my chin so i could see into his green eyes. "El..." he started "I know how you hate your body. And your voice. But you know what?" he took a breath has if the next words he said meant life or death. "Your beautiful. I love your high pitched voice. I love how you look in your glasses with your freckles. And i love your body. God i have never seen such a gorgeous body. Sure all the girls at school are long but little is better. Its easier to hold. Easier to love. And you have no stomach. I know you binge, Ellie. I didn't want to say anything but its not good for you. Your making yourself even more unhealthy. And if you wont stop for yourself, stop for me." he looked at me and i realized he pulled me onto his lap.

My legs where around his waist and he was holding my back right where my stupid dimples were. I put my arms around his neck and tangled my fingers in his curls. He put his for head to mine and i took a deep breath in. "Ok." I stared to say. My voice trembling. "I'll stop for you, Haz." He grinned big and pulled me as close as he could. We sat there like that for a long time, until he broke the silence. "I like you. I have since the first time i saw you on stage." I smiled huge now. "Really?" i said eagerly. He laughed. "Guess it wasnt as obvious as i thought." he joked. We both smiled and then his lips leaned into mine. 

They were soft and warm. I kissed him back. I could feel him smile as we kissed. Then i pulled away and he frowned. "You really like my body?" i said it with seriousness. He nodded and i felt his hands move up my back and he lifted the shirt and kissed my belly. Then he moved to each of my hands and arms. Then to my forehead. I smiled and he did too. "Guess this makes everything complicated, huh?" he said with a laugh. "Nope. Its really quite simple, actually." I said smugly. "Oh is it now?" He smiled and slid me off his lap. I stood up and nodded. "I like you. You like me. See? Simple. Of course your still my best friend. But we could be more..." I wiggled my eyebrows. He let out a large laugh and stood up then wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Ellie, would you like to go on a date with me?" He said with a smile. I wrapped my arms around his neck. "I would be delighted!" He smiled and went in for a kiss when i pulled away. He frowned. "But only after we sing in the talent show. Because until then we are going to be practicing day and night and we simply wont have time for anything else!" with that his smile came back. "Really? You want to sing with me??" "Yes i do." He spun me around and we laughed until he fell on the bed pulling me on top of him.   

"Wait. We wont have time for anything else?" he looked a little disipointed. But then he kissed me. harder then the first time. He pulled away and frowned. "Not even that?" I laughed. "Oh. We will have plenty of time for that."

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