Before there was an end, there was a beginning.....

Prologue:

Has there ever been a time when you look back on your life and realize how pathetic and depressing it is? Or realize that you can only count on yourself to change the events that lead up to your salvation? Well here's my story how one boy helped me think differently about myself and why I regret losing him

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It was five years and exactly one week from my birthday March 12th I remember mostly because of him a perfect stranger said happy birthday to me his name was Micah and he was the guy that every boy wanted to be and every girl wanted to tame, me I just wanted him to leave me alone like everyone else did ever since my mother and father left me when I was ten to raise my little brother and sisters. Rumors around town surfaced up that I had all kinds of diseases keeping parents wary, guys thinking I was easy and shit even I believed it enough that I didn't cry every night anymore, I guess it was easier to believe them than anything else but that night I decided that something had to change if not for me than for Sally, Margaret and Anthony I figured if I'm going to go ahead and be this sad miserable excuse for a human let me do something just one thing selfless . I knew that it wouldn't redeem me but at least when this life is over I'll know I did something good.

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I had to come back and dedicate this to KayleaNicole7 who's been on my back everyday since I showed her this idea XD! thanks girl and since its spring break I'm going to actually sit and write.....