two months.

Two months. It had been two months since Gryffindor's headboy, was murdered by Luthius. Dolan could remember exactly how Harrison looked while he died. His stomach ripped open, blood splattered over his cold, pale face. His once crystal blue eyes now grayer then a rainy day...he hated thinking about it. He used the umbrella that Rowan gave him as he walked outside, holding a rose in his hand. It was Harrison's favorite flower. He smiled as he looked at the rose in admiration. He could vision Harrison holding this rose, a goofy grin on his adorable face. Dolan smiled, then frowned. As he held the rose close to his chest, he walked closer to his lover's grave.
Dolan looked down at the grave he stood over. "Hi again." He mumbled, a knot in his throat. He knew that Harrison couldn't respond, but he still talked to the headstone of his grave. "How are you? I hope you're doing good." Dolan said, now on his knees. He smiled, knowing that he was probably the best he's ever been. He looked at the rose he held. "Oh right. I forgot. I got this for you." Dolan smiled as he placed it on top of Harrison's grave. " I hope you like it." Dolan said, mumbling once more. Dolan stares down at the rose, then at Harrison's headstone.
"Okay okay. I'll cut the bullshit. I'll tell you why I'm actually here." He looked up at the sky. "But I'll make it quick. It's about to rain soon." Dolan gripped his sides as he sighed. "I miss you, Harrison. I miss you so, so, so, so much. You were the only thing that made me happy. You made me whole. And now that you're gone.." Dolan paused, looking at his frozen fingers. "Now that you're gone.. I haven't known what to do with myself. I just feel so alone, yknow?.." Dolan wiped the tears from his eyes. " I know what'd you say if you were here. I know I'm not alone and I know everyone else missed you too, but.." Dolan touched the rose he placed on his boyfriend's grave. "No one understands how much you meant to me. You were my moon, my sun, my stars. You were my everything. And you just got pulled away from me..." Tears streamed down Dolan 's face as he pounds his fists into the ground.
"WHY DID YOU THINK YOU COULD FIGHT HIM ON YOUR OWN?! WHY DID YOU THINK YOU WERE STRONG ENOUGH?! WE COULD HAVE FOUGHT WITH YOU, WE COULD HAVE STOPPED HIM TOGETHER! BUT YOU WANTED TO DO IT ALL BY YOURSELF. WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME HARRISON?! WHY, WHY, WHY?!" Dolan screamed and screamed until his throat hurt. Tears wouldn't stop flowing from his eyes, which were gray and cold. "Why...why...why...?" Dolan mumbled softly. "You were such a idiot.." Dolan said, wiping his tears away. "But..you always thought you could do anything yourself, didn't you? You were always so confident in yourself, you never gave up...that's what I loved about you..." Dolan said, body now shaking. "You used to be mine, Harrison...and you still are." Dolan said, standing up and smiling. "I'll see you tomorrow, okay...? Don't forget.." Dolan whispered. "I love you.." Dolan whispers. He turned around and walked away, a cold yet hopeful memory in his heart. He will never forget the one who loved him first.
And hopefully, his lover wouldn't either.
THE END
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