Throw Back

It's All A Blur

I was standing there in the hallway at school talking to my friends,  and then someone walked up to me and pulls me in to a classroom. At this point I have no idea who it is that's touching me, so I turn around and see that it's him, Akela. The first person that came into my mind was Jack, what I was going to tell him if he found out what I knew was going to happen. Akela pulls be close to his body, I get exited and smile. I love Akela, he was my first boyfriend. But I feel confused because I like Jack and I don't want to betray him. Akela leans in and kisses my neck, I start breathing heavily.  And then he looks at me and asks if I could take him back. I never stopped loving Akela, but I never knew he felt the same way. I want to say yes to his question, but then I think of Jack again. I don't know what to do so I try to avoid answering his question by kissing him back. Then he picks me up and kisses back, it feels so spontaneous. "What if Jack never does this with me" I think. Then Akela looks into my eyes and says he loves me, and I know my desicion.