Our strange love

Mixed signs

*annoying beeping sound * it went on and on and on, all I ever wanted was a few more minutes to get some extra sleep as I was having trouble with getting enough sleep. I couldn't find a way to make the alarm go off, so me being me, I took my phone outside.

"Oh fuck, not again" that's what I said after realizing that it was a Monday. One thing about me is that I HATE MONDAYS WITH A PASSION!!!!!! Everything about Monday sucks, from the teachers I see on Mondays to the whole vibe of Mondays.

But, I had to stop sulking, I had to freshen up and take a shower and go to the place that I certainly did not want to go to.

It had been only a few months of going to school, and to me, it seemed as if everybody was dating somebody like literally everybody was in a relationship. That affected me in some sort of way, because It had been a while since I was in a relationship due to the fact that my last relationship did not end so well, so, I decided to take a break from the dating game, but at that moment seeing everybody kiss and cuddle lead me into deciding that It was time I got a girlfriend and maybe get laid, And I had already figured who I wanted. I wanted Meghan to be my girlfriend. But, before I actually asked her out, I figured it would be best for me to get to know her better. In my last relationship my ex and I rushed things it was as if we were on a roller coaster and the next thing we crashed and I got hurt. One thing that the experience has taught me is that speed destroys, and for that reason I decided that I'd not rush into a relationship until I could say I know the person I want to get into a relationship with.
One day I grew the courage to walk up to Meghan and her friends to ask if I could hang out with her that day after school.
"Hey guys, may I please steal Meghan I'll return her after a short while."
They all smirked with questioning looks on their faces.

Meghan and I walked to the next bench

"Hey, how are you doing? "
"Hey I'm doing well thanks and yourself? "
" I'm okay I can't really complain."
"So what's up, why did you call me aside, Should I be worried?"
"Nah there's no reason for you to be worried, I apologize for scaring you. I just wanted to ask you if I could chill with you after school,uhmm you know, so we could try to get to know each other a bit better, well that's if you don't mind"
" I'd actually love that Ferry."
"Okay then see you later."
''Bye"

A few hours later it had been the moment I was waiting for not so patiently. It was after school. I rushed to the school gate to wait for Meghan and to my surprise she was already there waiting for me.

After, a few minutes of walking we got to the park. The atmosphere was quite and calmer than it was usually. The breeze was lite and calm, it was almost relaxing the mood was something I felt I needed. It was as if it was meant for Meghan and I to be there at that particular moment as everything seemed to be "perfect" even though I don't believe that perfection exists.

Almost immediately after we found a spot to sit I told Meghan that I wanted to know her like I know myself. Crazy right?... Meghan then suggested we play a game of "Question and Answer" everything was going so well until she looked deep into my eyes, with eyes full of lust. I couldn't resist, I couldn't keep to myself, I struggled. I gave in and reached in for a kiss, she came closer, and as our lips were about to touch , suddenly, her phone rang, and she quickly moved away to grab her phone. Immediately after she answered her phone she responded by saying "hey baby, how are you my love"

Fuck.