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"I can't have his baby." I say to Nina as I sit at the island in the middle of my kitchen. She opened her mouth to say something but before she could speak she was interrupted by the front door.

"I'll get it for you." She says and walks over to the front door opening it. "It's your baby daddy." I quickly got up from my seat and went over to my door to see Mattia, and Alejandro in the car waiting for him. Ale looked wasted so he sat in passenger seat. My focus went back on Mattia and I just gave him this mean look.

"Why are you here?" I asked him holding on to the door ready to shut it in his face. "Look I don't know what she told you but it wasn't
Like—" Before he could finish his sentence I slapped him something I've been wanting to do since all of this shit started.

"Mattia, I am over your bullshit. I don't know why the fuck I gave you a chance." I said looking into his brown eyes fighting back tears. "Y/n..." He says my name softly. "No! I am done! I am going to the clinic tomorrow morning, once I do just act like that night never happened act like we never met..." I tell him.

"Wait y/n, you can't just do that. I have a say in this too!" He says raising his voice at me. " no you don't! It's my body. Also you are not ready to be a father, you are so immature. You need to get your shit together, going from one girl to the next..." I said to him, he just stood there speechless. Because he knew I was right.

I started to walk away but he grabbed my arm making me turn back around to face him. "I am not immature." He said with an attitude . "And I'm fucking 16 y/n. Of course I'm not ready to be a father. Your not ready to be a teen mom but we have other options."

"This is not up for discussion. There is no "we" Mattia. My decision is final, but if I do change my mind I will be raising this baby on my own." I say sternly. He opened his mouth to say something but before he could I slammed the door on him.

"So your really going to get an abortion?" Nina asked. "Yes...maybe...I don't know." I said confused. "Well think about it. Think about it all night long if you have too. My mom is getting worried though so call me first thing in the morning if you need a ride." She says. "Okay."

"Okay I have to go, try to get some rest though y/n." Nina says to him. "Okay." I say, and we hugged each other, and I said goodnight to her as Nina left.

I closed the door and locked it behind her.

I went upstairs and started to run some warm bath water. Maybe I could think better if I had a relaxing bath. I poured in some soap to make a bubble bath. Then I began to strip, taking my shirt and bra off first than my shorts and panties.

I turned off the water and stepped into the tub, sitting down and slowly sinking into the water. I instantly became relaxed, and begin to think that I had no worries in the world. When I actually had a million like wether or not my mom was okay or if she was ever coming back, Or wether or not I made mistake when talking to mattia. I feel like it was a mistake meeting him...

He acts like he isn't about to be 18 in 2 years, and I really hate that. I like Mattia a lot, and he might feel some way towards me but we can't be together.

Especially not right now.