Reggie's Sister

Remembering Rose

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When I woke up, I checked on my parents but they were still asleep. So I got changed and took a shower. I mean, I have to focus so the water doesn't go through me but it's still relaxing. I also didn't want to have all the dried up blood and sweat from yesterday. Yesterday's events were terrible and yes, it's only been a day since I died but I have to see what today will bring. Maybe it could actually be a good day...

This is what I changed into -

I decided that I should go check on Rose today. I haven't thought about how rough this probably was for her and especially on how we left off. I mean, before I died, I didn't talk to her because she reminded me of the day Reggie died. I wasn't able to tell her how much I loved her and how much she made me feel safe. She was always there for me in my rough times but when Reggie died, I pushed her away. I pushed everyone away. I mean, that's what I do when the recurring depression appears.

I know I shouldn't have pushed her away but I did. She tried to talk to me and comfort me but I just pushed her away. I wish I could tell her what happened or how I felt about her. Or how much she meant to me because she meant so much. We shared all of our secrets and practically grew up together. I always would come to her house and hang out. I would stay there for days at a time because going home was tough.

She knew my situation at my house. I mean, her parents did too which was why they always treated me as their own. They didn't mind me coming over. In fact, they really loved my company. They were like my second family because they would ask about my day, crushes, school, mental health, and music. Of course, I would tell them almost everything and they would listen. I mean, her whole family was everything I ever wanted. A mom and dad that actually loved each other. That weren't just staying together for you and that comforted you when you needed them to.

I wanted that for my own family but it never happened. Lucky Rose's family did that for me and even her sister loved me. Her sister was a bit wacky and loud but she was fun. I hung out with her family a lot and I kinda was like a part of their family. My family didn't really notice when I was gone. I mean, except for my brother, which was the only reason I came back. Because I didn't want him to be alone with our parents, we always knew it would somehow end up in a fight. So we kinda promised to be there for each other whenever that happened. If it wasn't for him, I probably would have said peace out and just left.

Anyway, when I got to her house, I walked inside and headed towards her room. I was kinda scared to see her. Like what if she was crying??? Does she even know??? I mean, I only died yesterday. It's not like my parents told anyone yet or did they??? Maybe I shouldn't go in. She won't even know I'm there and if she is crying, I can't even comfort her. I can't hug her and tell her that I'm right here. Like how would I feel if she died??? I would be devastated and I would be frozen just like how I was when Reggie died. There's no way she is ok and there's no way I'm gonna let her go through this alone. So I'm just gonna go in. I have to be there for her because she needs me. I'm already here anyway (I'm gonna stop overthinking this and just go inside)

Okay ready 3.. 2... 1... As I opened the door, I was shocked to see that she wasn't there. Does she even know??? Where could she be??? As much as I want to be there for her, I should probably head back home. My parents are probably awake by now and I need to be there for them. When I poofed back to my house, I was surprised to see Rose standing at the front door. Her head was hanging low and she's holding Dahlias, my favorite flowers. She must have just found out about my death.

As I walked closer, I noticed her eyes were filled with tears. I wanted to hug her and tell her that I'm right here. I wanted her to know that I care about her and that none of this was her fault. That there was nothing she could have done to stop me. That even though I left her on bad terms, I still love her. I will never stop loving her and even though we are worlds apart, I will always be there for her. That I'm looking down at her from up there even though I'm right here. But how could I tell her??? She can't even see me. What if I write a letter??? I could explain everything!!!...

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