The Secret We Share (Lashton Au)

Chapter 9: Hybrid Royal

Guys brace yourself its sad I had to add the drama it couldn't be soo perfect or it wouldn't hold true to Lashton fanfiction tradition of sadnesss so get the fracking tissues my mofos- xxxxxx Rin

Luke's POV:

     It's been three days since the... incident... and well Ashton, he's been horny as ever. He's trying to drive me crazy. Well once it wasn't intentional he had a certain dream and I woke up to the poor boy rutting against my leg with little kitten whimpers, his ears twitching his tail curled around my leg. I didnt know whether to think it was cute or hot. I settled with adorable. Other than that its been constant and intentional.

      At the moment we were on his bed as he kissed me, his tongue gliding across my lips to ask for entrance I gave immediately.  Suddenly I felt his hand palming me and I gasped, eyes wide and unbelieving letting out a small moan. He stopped driving me crazy. I heard the door open and before I could pull his mothers voice boomed.

       "Ashton Fletcher Irwin what are you doing?!? I'm sorry Luke, if he's done anything he shouldn't have." The last part surprised me, she wasnt mad at me?

        "Of course not, Luke. You're a good boy and if he started anything I know it'd be instinct if you went on, not your undazed judgement and yes you did say it out loud." She smiled as my cheeks reddened then turned to Ashton furious.

       "You however Ashton know better. You are an Irwin. A royal in hybrid standards and..." my eyes bulged. Ashton was a part of The Irwin family! The ROYAL hybrid family!

       "You are part of THE royal Irwin family! You didn't tell me you were royalty!" I said furious, tears began running down my cheeks and I broke. "Of course I should of pieced it together. But you d-didnt tell me. W-what else h-have you not told me? Who am I k-k-kidding? I knew this was too g-good to be true, I knew that you c-couldn't love me. W-w-who would want me? B-broken little L-lukey. Was I j-just a pity date? D-did you just feel b-bad for me for being u-ugly and stup-pid and wor-worthless? Well Ashton?" I cried out. He stood there tears pooling in his eyes, mouth open, not saying a thing. I ran out of his room.

      I heard him cry my name but I ran and ran until I got home. In my haste to get to the bathroom I left the door open. Who cares about me I hope someone robs and kills me. I slammed the door to the bathroom breaking the mirror on the back of it. My wrists itched so badly.

       Quickly I started the bath plugging it. I grabbed a piece of shattered mirror. I lifted my shirt making small slashes I wanted the bath full first. When my stomach was fully littered I started on my wrists. The bath filled and I lay in it and cut four deep slashes one on each of my fatty hips and one on each of my wrists all to ensure I died.

      I moved to set the bloody shard out of the bath. Woozy I fell my head hitting the bath hard. I looked up hazily making out a shape at the bathroom doorway and a scream that sounded so beautifully familiar. Then as sweet finality encased my mind I whispered, "I want to die, let me die."
Ashton's POV:

     I stood in the doorway horrified and dialing the ambulance.  I couldn't let those be his last words or they'd be mine the day after they called time of death at best. This is all my fault. I wish I wasn't hybrid royalty. I wish I'd told him.  It's all my fault he might die because I'm a stupid hybrid royal.
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Okay I cried writing this what about you guys? Who thinks Lukey will be okay? What about the head injury?  Will Lukey forgive Ash... if he survives that is? Comment if you want the next chappie. I want 5 comments and at least 2 votes. -xxxxx Rin