In the peace and quiet, a rush of blood fills my ears from the anxiety. The thoughts of an event become more colorful inside my theater of replays than they did when it actually breathed in real life in front of my glazed eyes. A mixture of regret, anger, pain, and disappointment build a clot that stops my heart from pumping correctly. All of this because someone I loved and trusted decided to walk on the path of lies.
Maybe in his world I deserved it. Perhaps I should have seen this coming, after all, I dated this boy for over three years. I do believe that to him it wasn't worse than the mistakes that I had brought to the table, and perhaps I can vouch for that theory. Yet, the bitch in me screams that cheating is the lowest thing you can do to your significant other and that it meant they never truly loved you.
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Mistaken loneliness for love
PoetryThe truth comes out one way or another. This is for those who have had an experience like mine, it was never your fault.
