Four Mistakes

Chapter 14

Ellas POV

Please listen to the song "To Build A Home" by the Cinematic Orchestra for this this chapter. IT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO LISTEN TO THIS SONG WHILE READING BECAUSE IT WILL MAKE IT SO MUCH BETTER!!

I woke up with Harrys strong arms wrapped around me. I could still hear quiet snores coming from his mouth so I decided to stay quiet and let him sleep a little longer. 

Im so happy.

The life that I have walked into by mistake is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I have someone that loves me. I have friends. I have a place to stay. What more is there? Before Harry came along I was in such a bad state. My mom was dead. My sister was dead. My dad was in jail. 

I was so, so tired.

I was so alone.

I was just done.

With everything.

I was considering ending it all. I mean, it would be worth it right? It would end all the pain that ive gone through. I would cry myself to sleep every single night. I would look at myself in the mirror and wonder what was wrong with me. If Harry wouldnt have come along I would have been dead. I would have been gone. 

I felt Harry shift beside me as a tear rolled down my cheek. A happy tear. He grasped my waist and flipped me around so I was facing him. His face quickly turned to concern as he saw my eyes.

"Ella whats wrong? Do you regret last night?" He asked panicked. I grabbed his hands while facing him and shook my head.

"No. No, of course not Harry. Im just thinking about what would have happened if I never met you." I whispered feeling another tear slip down my cheek.

"I would have been dead, Harry." I say even quieter. I can see shock fill his eyes and then realization. 

"Ella." He said quietly rapping his arms around me and pulling me as close as possible. 

"That night when I saw you at the bar, was the night I was going to end myself." I confessed and turned to look up at him.

"But you saved me, Harry." I said snuggling in closer to him. 

HARRYS POV

"But you saved me, Harry." Ella said burrying her head in my chest.

She was going to take her life. Such an innocent girl who didnt deserve any of this. It breaks my heart to think about all the people in this world who feel like they are worthless when they arent. Im so lucky to be living a life where people love and care for me. My fans, my family, my friends. Ella had none of that until I came along. 

If I would have just ignored her, she would have been gone. I would have never met such a beautiful girl.

And I wouldnt have been able to fall in love.

She removes her head from my chest and moves her head so its next to mine.

"Thank you, Harry. Thank you for everything." She says with a shaky voice. "For once in my life I feel like I have a purpose. Like people would actually miss me if I left. For such a long time I had no one, Harry. Aboslutely no one. I ended up in the hospital twice for overdosing, it seemed like I couldnt kill myself. Like something was holding me back from dying. It was you, Harry. If I would have died I would have never met you. And fell in love with you. I love you, Harry." She said shakily, looking into my eyes.

I could feel my heart beating as I brought my hand up to her cheek and wiped off the tear slipping down. 

"I love you, Ella." I whispered back.

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