I fell in love

You dont want to know..

Lola's POV.
I look at my phone as the full battery sign flashes up, I haven't looked on it since the fall.
My hands shake as I reach out for it.
"Lola I don't think you should," Kieran says as he grabs my wrist.
I wince as my wrists are still pretty painful eventhough the cuts had nearly cleared up.
"Sorry Lola I didn't mean to hurt you,"Kieran whispered as he pressed his soft lips against my healing wrists.
"It's ok Kieran, but I have to do this in back in school next week, I need to know what people think".
I watch him as he gives me a half smile before nodding his head. I've prepared my self for the worst I know many people will still wish that I'm dead but I just have to look before I go back to school.
I slowly reach for my phone. I tried tapping in my passcode but my fingers froze. It was like I was outside in the freezing cold, my fingers just would not move.
"Maybe you should try tommorow Lola," Kieran smiled as he took the phone from my hands.
"No Kieran," I snatched the phone off him and quickly unlocked it, took a deep breathe and began reading.

Kieran's POV.
I watched Lola's face turn pale, as she was reminded of the terrible events that have happened over the past 5 months. Her eyes would not leave the screen, I couldn't bare watching her read awful things about her self and have them in her head. I couldn't just watch the little bit of happiness in her slip away. I can't see her get hurt again.
"I'm sorry about this," I say as she looks at me puzzled.
Before she can do anything I grab the phone from her trembling hands and run to the bathroom. I quickly throw it in the toilet and flush.
"Kieran what the hell are you doing," Lola says in her loudest possible voice she could manage (only a whisper).
"I can't let them horrifying people hurt you anymore," I say as I reach out for a hug. I'm satisfied when I feel her body holding on to me as if she never wants to let go.