All over again

(P.s this song is from Fifth Harmony- All over again! Definitely recommend listening to it as you read the story!)

Moonbyul Pov
Froze in time
But in my mind there's no erasing you
I toss and turn
It's gonna hurt no matter what I do.

I stand in-front of you as I held my head down. How could I let this be happen to us?  "Byul? What's going on?" I look at those beautiful eyes that use to bring so much happiness to me, but it's not the same anymore, she lost me.

"I can't do this anymore Yong." I whisper feeling as if I was talking by myself, as if I was at home practicing with Joohyun. "What d-do you m-mean?" I hold myself back from running into her and engulfing her in a hug because I knew what it would lead too, and I was honestly too tired to continue this with her, cause i already have someone.

I lift my head up and look straight at her as the tears welling up in her eyes begin to flow down her face, but she knew all to well what I was talking about. "You need to let go of me just like I let go of you." I said softly knowing how much courage it took me to even end this chapter of my life, but it was all worth it.

I'm trembling inside, no, I can't stop myself  from shaking
Even though, I know you'd take my heart and break it,
You'd break it

But every kiss and every breathless moment
(I'd do it all over again)
Trying to make it right, but I know it'll all go wrong
(I'd do it all over again)

Cause I can't lie
I love you still, for all my life, I always will
Even though, I know how this story ends
I'd do it all over again

"You said you'd always love me..." She lifts her head to meet my gaze as I take a moment to take in her appearance, but I couldn't deny that something inside was still calling out for her. Or maybe that was just the closure that was calling out to me that only she could give me.

I shake my head and take a step forward as she takes one backwards, but I didn't say a word about it and focused on my main task. "I did my best, but I can't completely love you if I'm only going to have her in my heart, Yong. And I've given you all of me, but you can't expect me to continue to be here for you if I'm always gonna choose her." I was able to finally express myself, but I it felt different when I was talking to Joohyun about it because I knew she was always listening to me, while Yong was too busy in her own world. "I can change that! Just give it a bit time Byul! Please!" Yong could plead all she wants but it was too late for us and there's no turning back now and I'll make sure she got that through her head.

Oh babe,
Remembering when
You made me dance around the living room
It still makes me smile
I don't know how to let go of you

But now that you're gone, I can't stop myself from crying
I gotta move on, but I'm not strong
I'll keep on trying, I'm tryin

I sigh as old memories flashed inside my head, but then it was all gone as I thought of her, she's by my side. "Nothing will change if we stay this way Yong. And you know that so let's just stop hurting each other it won't lead to anything good and we're both aware of this. And you know all too well how much I love her..." I whisper the last last sentence I'm slightly afraid of her reaction, but her expression was unreadable and silence took over us. "Guess I could never compare to her.." she says quietly as I debate on whether I should tell her, but this was a moment that we both needed to just be truthfully honest with each other and I was not gonna blow my chance.

"I'm sorry, you simply aren't my Joohyun." I respond softly knowing this could either end bad or somewhat good, but I knew how it would end, I wasn't stupid. I just hoped it could be over peacefully because Yong meant a lot to me but things were different now.

But every kiss (every kiss) and every breathless moment (every breathless moment)
I'd do it all over again
Trying to make it right, but I know it'll all go wrong
I'd do it all over again

Cause I can't lie
I love you still, for all my life, I always will
Even though I know how this story ends
I'd do it all over again

And I hate how much (how much) I still love you, you're such a tragedy
It's impossible to comprehend this hold you got on me

"So this is the end of us, huh?" I couldn't read her eyes and I was worried but held back any emotions, which could lead me to cave into her. "This is the end of us, I'm sorry Yong. But I've come to realize if I were to repeat a chapter in my life I would always choose Joohyun. I'd do it all over again." I see tears streaming down her face uncontrollably and I felt guilty, but this was the only way.

I turn my back on her and walk towards the door,but as I reach the door I take once last glance back at Yong before leaving. As I was making my way towards my car I see her leaning against my car with a sad smile.

I felt my eyes well up with tears as she engulfs me into a hug. "It's okay my love, it's over now. I'm here and I won't leave your side Byul." She whispers as I cry into her embrace, "I love you, Joohyun." I whisper as I feel her tighten her hold on me, "I love you more Byul." And with a kiss we sealed this moment that I knew I would do it all over again if it meant I had her by my side.

But every kiss and every breathless moment
Trying to make it but I know it'll all go wrong (oh)
Cause I can't lie
I love you still, for all my life, I always will
Even though I know how the story ends.

The end

Decided to make a one-shot story since this song did inspire me so I hope you guys enjoy it! And I'm sorry for all those Moonsun shippers but it was just too good to pass it up, so don't kill me for this! And I'll be sure to update on my other story on Saturday so stay tune for that! Anyways tell me how you felt about this one, I'm truly curious! And comment if I should continue to make stories like these!
Anyways take care and stay safe!