I've got a little too good to be caught on a state of my own thoughts
Don't know why do i always run away
Yet i was never the one to say goodbye
Million reasons to stay out of this syllable never-ending maze of thoughts
Yelling--yelling at the sky
as if every constellations deserves to get all the blames
So what's medicine to this thing called fear? Or pain?
We're known for our entitlement and narcissism
But our one defining that is numbness to the world and indifference to suffering
I don't refuse to feel something
Pain isn't the worst feeling
it is not.
How could anything be worse than this eternal silence inside of me?
Keep digging this bottomless void within me, it feels eternal
I used to live in fear, cause it was my home
But it's time for me to break the silence
Cause i've been screaming so loud on inside.

