the next month was slow. I had to work late almost every day and I was having the worst stomach pains recently. I would throw up every morning then have to go in late and come home late, exhausted. Gavin would try to help but I would just end up snapping at him for no reason then I would have to make it up to him. After a week of throwing up every morning and sometimes at night, gavin made me go to the doctors.
I made him wait in the waiting room and I sat on the table, swinging my feet.
"Hello ms. Jones!" My doctor chirped.
"Hey." I said quietly.
"I was reading though your symptoms and I have a theory." She grinned.
"That is?"
"I'm pretty sure you're pregnant. I'm going to run some tests but all the signs are there." She said. I stared blankly at the wall and my feet stopped.
"Ms. Jones? Are you alright?" She asked and I nodded.
"Good. You should head over to your ogbyn and she'll tell you." She said and I nodded.
I went out and saw gavin. He stood up and looked at me. "What's wrong?" He asked. I shook my head.
"Nothing my love. I've just got to stop buy a different doctor." I said.
"Why?" He asked.
"It's nothing. Let's just go please" I asked, almost begging
"Yeah. Come on." He said.
•••
The appointment was over. I wanted to throw up and cry at the same time.
"So what is it?" He asked.
"I want to go home." I said and went to the door, gavin following quickly.
"What is it?" He asked and I shook my head.
We got home, gavin still bugging me. I went into the bathroom and slammed the door. I cried into my hands.
"Morgan? Honey? What's going on?" Gavin knocked lightly on the door. I grabbed it and swung the door open.
"I'm pregnant! Okay?!" I yelled. hot tears spilled down my face. Gavin covered his mouth and smiled before grabbing me in a hug. I cried into his shoulder.
"That's so great love" he smiled and pulled away. Then frowned. "whats wrong?"
"A baby!" I sobbed and he wiped away my tears as I calmed down. "I can't handle one" I said and he shook his head.
"You may not be able to, but we can." He kissed my lips. I still shook my head.
"They'll think I'm a whore. We aren't even married." I said.
"They are worthless we are giving life to a human being" he smiled and I calmed down.
"I'm going to be a mom" I smiled.
"And I'll be a dad" he whispered and put his hand on my stomach.
I kissed him again happily as I started crying. this time, they were joyous tears that fell down my cheeks.
"Let's wait before we announce. We'll tell the guys but not the fans" I said and gavin nodded.
"I love you" he said.
"We love you too" I held my stomach