Knock me down 9 times, but I get up 10~ cardi B
1~Bullies
"die bitch!!!" Maya yelled furiously grabbing a fist full of Marianne's hair hauling it down the toilet making Marianne chock and desperately yell for help, Marianne's 'friends' laughed as they took pictures
Maya hauled her head back up making her take a deep breath not wanting to miss any once of oxygen, she heard her so called friends giggling and laughing which made a silent tear roll down her eyes
"back down where you belong!!" after a minute of letting her breath some hair her face came in contact with the toilet water
She didn't even struggle this time......
She was just to tired to cause everything will end up the same
She could feel herself loosing oxygen which made her smile slightly
She was finally going away
Finally going to die
Then her vision blacked out
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Theme smell of disinfectant filled the hospital room
Was it that easy? No
Life was playing a cruel joke on her
She had bring looking at the hospital wall like a crazy person for ten minutes straight blinking at intervals
She laughed crazily like a mad woman "hahahahaha"
Her situation was just so freaking funny she wanted to leave this earth more than anything but she was still stuck here
Shuffling off The bed she grabbed a pair of surgical scissors
A lone tear steamed down her face
She always thought of suicide but she never thought she'll do it one day
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath in and held the sharp point of the scissors towards her stomach
Her hand was held her eyes filled with blazing madness opened she saw her dad's friend who was a doctor,Sharon
A slap was thrown at her face startling her "What the hell did you want to do?!" she yelled ripping the scissors of her hand
"I want to die!!" she yellled back this was actually the first time she talked to people about being depressed
"did you think about siblings not even your dad?"
"they'll be fine without me" she whispered slightly shaking
Sharon looked at her dead in the eyes and snarled "You're so selfish"
"I am? How am I selfish?? Huh? For not wanting to stay in this world and suffer??!" she yelled slightly pulling on her hair in irritation
"your mom died when your little brother was born your dad is 65 and has retired you're the first born and you're still in highschool he's trying his best to take care of all you and make you happy, one time he didn't have enough money to pay your school fees we all suggested for him to take you to a public school but he refused do you know why? He wanted the best for you, you were bullied so what? Why didn't you tell him if you did he would have removed you from that school but you choose to keep shut and you want to commit suicide now?? When he used so much money on you isn't that a waste?" Sharon was now taking deep breaths after that lecture
Marianne stood there frozen actually sharon was right her dad always there for her there was a time he overworked his self and even fainted when she asked him if she could get a job he told her these words don't worry be happy, Her dad did alot for her but committing Suicide when he was struggling to make her happy didn't just feel right yeah she was selfish, she took a deep breath trying to calm the raging storm in her body she wasn't happy buh she was going to live to make her dad happy.
A/N: I dunno if you get buh even if you are sad think about people close to you and how they'll feel when you're gone
Pm if you wanna talk I'm a good listener buh at giving advice not so much buh I'll try
And smile for me princess or prince lol :)
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