As each day passed Rose hid her pills away pretending to take them and each day another short memory resurface. Today, she saw the boys at millennium records and went to them quickly, looking at their leader taking in all the features she can to attempt to trigger anything.
Rose didn't feel much different as she swerved herself from the drug. She slept less but that's about it, the migraines didn't occur as frequently either. "You still mad at me? That was two months ago, Rosette." She scoff and turned to Anthony. "You threatened me and expect me to be over it. You're out of your mind."
As she turned around, a memory flashed to her.
"You tried to kill me." She whispered to herself which unfortunately he heard. "Rose, did you take your pills today?" She stared at him. "Yes, why." He glared at her. "No, you didn't. Take it now." "No." She stood up quickly as he got closer, she trembled as he walked towards her, picking up the pills bottle. He counted them before taking out one. "I said I don't like liars, Rosette" "you lie to me everyday, Anthony."
In a flash, Anthony grabbed his wife. Forcing her against the wall and his body, he pushed the pill in her mouth and covered her mouth tightly. She began choking and he released her as she heaved for air. Giving her the water, she swallowed away to attempt to get the pill down her throat after gagging failed.
Tears trailed down her eyes and she began crawling away. He watched her enter the bathroom but kicked it in before she could've forced herself to throw up. "Let that shit work..."
He clearly didn't care since the medication would've worked its magic and she'd forget everything that happened when she wakes up.
As he left, she rushed to her bag and pulled out the journal.
Journal entry #20
Date: November 11th, 2019Pills forced down my throat, memory of him threatening me in woods after party. House robbery fake, search for that day tomorrow. Most likely will forget everything happened the past 48 hours.
She closed and hid the book as his footsteps came closer. "You look sleepy, come on babe, let's go to bed."
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Arianna went to dinner with the boys as they discuss the current situation. "Did you tell her?" Jackson shook his head. "Her crazy husband is a hawk, I told her not to take them though." Jaebeom sigh and his head fell on the table as Arianna stroke his back. "You two seem close." Jackson commented. "Yeah, we got closer during the hospital situation." Jackson nodded clearly suspicious of the intimate skinship. "Ok."
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Anthony left a kiss on Rose's cheek as he left for a meeting, still ignorant to the journal she kept. Rose cleaned and showered before she spotted the journal oblivious to the memory that occurred the previous day.
She read the sloppy written entry and slowly walked to her laptop that sat on the nightstand. Still in her towel, she searched for the topic from the memory.
"HOLLYWOOD COUPLE INVOLVED IN ROBBERY!""POP PRINCESS ROSE AND HUSBAND ANTHONY CARTER INVOLVED IN HOME ROBBERY."
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She read through the whole book once again to refresh her memories slightly. She looked at the pills bottle she supposed to take and removed one which she flushed down the toilet.
Her searching then switch to the lover in question and she trailed her fingers over the features presented on the screen before her. "Jaebeom..." she whispered and she gasped at the sudden goosebumps she felt at the thought of the man who was once in her life.
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FanficPicking up where we left off. Rose continues to suffer from the dissociative amnesia, however, to physicians and her friends beliefs something isn't right. will she remember the past and the people in that period? will she remember the love jaebeom...