𝟕𝔱𝔥 𝔚𝔞𝔯𝔡 𝔚𝔬𝔡𝔦𝔢𝔰// $𝔠𝔯𝔦𝔪

𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔉𝔲𝔩𝔩 𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫 𝔅𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢𝔡 𝔐𝔶 𝔈𝔶𝔢𝔰, 𝔑𝔬𝔴 ℑ𝔪 ℜ𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔶 𝔉𝔬𝔯 𝔐𝔶 𝔇𝔢𝔪𝔦𝔰𝔢

My vision was blurry, i was tryna find my best friend Xani she was somewhere fucking this Dude Ruby she started talking too

all i remember was sitting on the couch rolling a blunt from what Ruby gave me for when his cousin $crim got there

Xani actually gave me a xan so after i rolled the blunt i walked around Ruby's house trying to find a bathroom

i eventually just circled around at a not so great time because $crim was at the door

hold up lemme track back My name is Jade i'm 23 and i'm a tattoo artist and a dealer with my best friend part time

i live with Xani in her dead dads passed on condo in New Orleans

i knows fucking weird but hey he was rich the condo is paid off and were vibing

she met Ruby online because she deals and he wanted some xanax they met up once before today for a chop

let me tell you when she came home she showed me all the music him and his cousin made

they were called $ucideboy$ and honestly their music was pretty fucking dope

I was nervous meeting these random dudes at first so that's why she gave me a xan

but her shit knocks me off my fucking socks since she always give me some of the the quality batch

fast forward and i'm calming myself down before
i opened the door since i couldn't find the bathroom

I open the door and thank God it was just the tacos we ordered high as fuck

i grabbed the food and Xani and Ruby came running down the stairs

Xani helps me set the food up and Ruby waited by the door because as the delivery guy left $crim drove in

we've been chillin for a bit and Xani and Ruby went back upstairs and it was just me and $crim

"So you're Jade dope name shawty"

"thanks um sorry to ask but can i bum a cig off of you this xan got me fucked up right now"

i say letting out a soft embarrassing giggle

"yo i get it ma don't stress i need a smoke too anyways"

we walk to a corner store to get alcohol and smoked a cig at the same time

"you live around here b"

"i don't live around here but i live past highway 59"

"shit i think you might live where my old hood is, how come i ain't never seen you?"

"honestly i was never actually home most
of the time, it wasn't the safest space for me you know"

"word lil mama, i get it i really do, most people from our ends don't get motherfucking roses and sunshine, i had to watch a lot of people lose themselves"

"yeah and the process is so slow and painful to watch for me i just ended up wanting to disappear"

we were walking towards the house and $crim hands me the key to open the door