It's been a week. Since that day iniwasan na ako ni Cade. I've been calling him but he never answered my calls. Does he really think na magagawa ko yun? Ganun na ba ang tingin niya sa akin?
Napahiga ako sa kasama at napatulala sa kisame. "I miss you Cade. Please."
And then tears starts to fall down. Shit! Kakasimula pa lang namin ulit tapos ganito agad? Fuck it.
Agad akong napalingon sa phone ko ng mag-ring iyon sa pag-aakalang si Cade ay agad ko iyong sinagot.
"Cade?!"
I heard someone laugh. [ Oh? Im not your lover. ]
I look at the caller ID. An unknown one.
"Who are you?"
[ That doesn't matter but I know where is your lover. Do you wanna know? ]
Napatigil ako. Dapat ba akong magtiwala?
"Where?"
[ Somewhere full of alcohol and sexy ladies dancing like there is no tomorrow. Do you get it? ]
No! Anong ginagawa niya sa ganung lugar?
[ I'll send you the details and look for yourself the truth. ]
He hung up.
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What am I doing here?
I am now infront of the bar that the guy texted me. Pagpasok ko pa lang sa loob ay naamoy ko na ang matapang na sigarilyo at rinig na rinig ang ingay ng song.
I looked around to find Cade but I can't see him. Lumapit ako sa bartender at nag-order. I drank it and look around.
"Hey? Are you alone? Can I join?"
I just nod. I was so frustrated and mad at the same time. I don't have time to argue anymore.
The bartender gave me another drink. The guy beside kept talking about nonsense and I just nod and shake my head.
Nasa kalagitnaan ako ng pag-inom ko when I flinched. Somebody is looking at me. I look around but there is no one. Am I hallucinating?
Tumayo na ako at nag-iwan ng pera sa counter I should go. Pagkatayo ko ay bigla na lang umikot ang paligid and i feel so fucking hot at the same time bumigat rin ang paghinga ko. Anong nangyayari?
"Hey? Are you alright?"
Itinulak ko siya palayo. I need to run away. Before--
"And where do you think you're going?"
Pilit ko siyang itinutulak palayo. No. Ayoko nito. I punched him hard and run. Nasa labas na ako ng bar agad akong tumakbo palapit sa kotse ko. Akmang papasok ako ng may humigit sa akin.
"Stop right there boy."
"No! Somebody help me!"
Tumawa ito. Hinila ako nito at isinandal sa pader. Napaigik ako ng makaramdam ako ng sakit. Shit!
"Nobody will help you. Bastard. You are just a slut!" natatawang anito habang tinatanggal ang mga damit ko.
Hindi! Ayoko na!
"Cade! Help me! Please!"
"Cade? Who is-- Ackk!"
"Who are you to touch what is mine?"
I open my eyes. And there I saw Cade. Agad akong lumapit dito at niyakap siya. I started to cry on his arms.
"I'm sorry. Sorry. I'm sorry. Please I'm sorry." iyak ko sa kanya.
He hushed. "It's okay. Wala kang kasalanan. It's my fault, okay?" aniya habang pinupunasan ang mga luha ko.
Agad akong umiling. "No. I'm sorry please. Sorry. I-I'll never do that. W-Walang nangyari. I promise."
"I know. I know. Just stop crying okay?"
Tumango ako. And then, my breathing bacame heavy.
"Hey. Your face is flushed. May nainom ka bang aphrodisiac?" he asked but I didn't bother answering instead I just lean to kiss him.
"Cade I want you inside me please? Now."
I heard him cursed.
BINABASA MO ANG
His Secret Lover (His Series #1)
RomanceHIS Series #1 (COMPLETED) Do I really need to continue like this? Being ...his secret lover? Gunter Hermosa and Cade Salazar Photo not mine credits to the rightful owner. [ WARNING ] IF YOU ARE NOT A BL/BOYSLOVE LOVER DON'T READ THIS SHIT?!
