I cannot make myself happy
when everything you do makes me cry.
I tried hard to make you see
sill you left my heart on sigh.
everytime i talk of words endearing to the ears
you reply words included in the list of fears.
Disfiguring happiness..
Encoding sadness.
though i wanted to avast for i am in too much pain,
but leaving you is more like dying in vain.
Letters forming words, Words forming sentences
Sentences full of emotions.
words left unspoken scarred my mind.
You cannot see, you are halfway blind.
You are numb for you don't read my acts
I have to leave possibilities, and face facts.
I now know what i can be, what i can't
But, it's noxious, still i hope my wishes will be granted.
I will forever try the game, a game of defiance.
wanting a possibility that i could have a chance.
Just always bear this in mind.
forever, i'll be yours, even though i know you're not mine.
