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Dear Diary,
Why am I living now if I'm going to die later?Maybe I am living now to experience how love works. To know the true meaning of love towards your family, friends and lost ones and most especially to yourself. Nabuhay ako para makita ang magandang mundo and to see the beauty in ugliness. Should I be worried of dying or to die without a soul? I want to die when everything is fine. Maayos ang buhay ng nanay at ng mga kapatid ko, ng mga lola at lolo ko kahit hindi ko lahat sila kilala; mga tita, tito at pinsan ko. Mga kamag-anak at mga tong tunay na tumulong saamin. I don't need to worry if everyone that I love is okay. What good memories will be left of me to you and to everybody? 19 years of existence in the world. How did I cope up? So proud of myself :) You have overcome the sadness that somehow the world brings. Live up your life! Do not take it for granted. Maging mabuti ka sa kapwa mo pero dapat unahin ang mga tunay na malapit sa'yo. Sorry for not being a so good ate to all of you. I don't even think that I have left something that would remind you guys of someone like me. Sana kahit yung smile ko nalang.
Lord, you helped me a lot in surviving. I'll never forget you all...
Love, Angee
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This was written a year ago. There are a lot of changes in my life, but deep down I know that I have never changed. I am still the old me. I'm still writing about all the things that are happening in my life. All of my thoughts, ideas, and questions in my Diary. I love journaling. I love the thought of writing my thoughts in the paper. I get used to talk to God each and every day of life my and through my writings, I simply address anything to him by letting all my emotions flow.I don't really know how to introduce myself, but maybe I can start by describing what a person I am.
I am a jolly person. I always love the thought of kindness and innocence. I always try to be good and feel good. Anything that I do, I do it for love and I don't want to lose the childishness in myself ever. I always cheer people up! I am a strong and positive person. I'm always trying to get out of my comfort zone. I don't want to waste my energy on things that I couldn't control. I always tell myself that everything happens for a reason and that I am too young to be stressed in so many problems. I am a product of my doings and I promised myself that I will never get tired of being nice to people no matter how complicated people are.
Hey! I just turned 21 this July. Here are some of my life advice:1. Plan but always leave room for changes.2. Practice kindness and patience with yourself and with others.3. Everything seems to have a way of working itself out. Trust the process.4. You can't undo the past. All you can do is face what's ahead.5. Don't wait to start doing what you want to do when you grow up. Do it now!6. Everything happens for a reason.7. When you lost something or someone along the way, it is just a simple reminder that they'd already served their purpose in your life. Let them go peacefully.I just posted this months ago in my Facebook account tagging my friends who are turning 21 years old as well. Why? Because I always love to inspire people. I always want to uplift their spirits and make everyone happy. That's what I always do.
FACTS ABOUT ME:
1. I have a lot to tell but I couldn't put it into words. I always wanted to write a story and post it on Wattpad but I still haven't started yet.
2. I have a sari-sari / school supplies store.
3. I love horror, inspirational, and based on real-life movies.
4. Artists that I truly love are Taylor Swift and John Mayer.
5. I love Nature Scenery.
6. I always make a to-do list.
7. I love singing and organizing things.
8. I love quote getting.
9. I love to help people and I always sympathize
10. I have a YouTube Channel. And it has over 1k subscribers.
On the 21st day of July, the Year 1999. Something new has just begun.
Me. It was always me. The responsible one for everything I do.Myself is something that is always different from others.I, I am Angelica Ignacio.
ps: I am sharing this work kasi until now hindi ako makapaniwala na nagustuhan ng prof ko ito at nabigyan ako ng pinakamataas na grade huhu...
xoxo, ATI