No one pov
Today was the day the members gonna have their weight taken. The members were all extremely moody due to skipping breakfast hence were all silence on the way to cube which shuhua was glad for as she doesn't have to pretend to be all happy and cheerful to not worry her members any further
Fast forward
Soyeon-41kg
Minnie-44kg
Miyeon-43kg
Soojin-42kg
Yuqi-40kg
Shuhua-38kg
Hearing this shuhua frown she wasnt pleased with the result as she thought she could lost more but the member were in complete shock shuhua has lost a whopping amount of 8 kg . Has she even been eating was what all the member thought about.
At night
The members were having a meeting without shuhua
Hey what was the last time u actually saw shuhua ate soyeon say breaking the silence the member began thinking and has no answer to her question. The member finally realise how much they have been neglecting their maknae and promise themselves to ensure she eat properly.
They then call shuhua out of her room to speak to her. Shuhua appear in the living room looking extremely pale and at the same time confuse as to why the members were gathering.
Ermm, unnie what gonna on anything the matter shuhua ask
Shuhua ya,have been eating soojin began speaking as gentle as possible so as to not scared the youngest
Shuhua hesitated a little before saying yes unnie why u asking me this question
Hearing shuhua blatantly lie, yuqi was piss hence she harshly question her if so why was the last time u ate and what did u eat?
Shuhua was shock hearing the question as she thought of when was the last time she actually ate in fact she has lost count of the days, hence she just show a cold expression
Why are u even questioning me I haven't done anything wrong have I shuhua say slightly piss at the situation.
Seeing how shuhua reacted soyeon immediately signal miyeon unnie to bring the members out of the room before carefully saying shuhua, I need u to be very honest with me but shuhua keep silence have u been starving urself the member and I have spoke about it and it been a while since anyone actually saw u eat anything soyeon continue on speaking in hope that the maknae will open up. Seeing the looks on her unnie face shuhua feel her heart break even deeper
Ur just a burden look the member are all worry for u but here u are giving them more problems leave the group
As the voice in shuhua head continue to torment her unknowingly a tear has escaped out of shuhua eyes . She quickly wipe her tears before mumbling I'm sorry . Soyeon immediately embrace the youngest asking her why to which she say I'm just wanna lose weight smiling Innocently unnie are u mad that I overweight hearing shuhua question soyeon was completely stunned the youngest look so fragile and pale as if she gonna collapse anytime soon why would she say she was overweight. Soyeon frown before saying shuhua ya, I nt mad infact the members and I are extremely worry for u do u know that u have lost way too many kg it scaring all of us the youngest then say i needed to because I fat unnie I just need to lose another 8kg and I stop I promise. Hearing what shuhua say soyeon was extremely piss shuhua u already very skinny and underweight u need to stop starving ur self ur perfect the way u all pls stop starving urself at this rate u might even end up killing urself but unnie the haters say that I way too fat to be in the group shuhua say with tears dripping down her face
Soyeon then firmly say shuhua ur perfect pls ignore the hater hater are just gonna hate so please ur unnie and I love u vry much and I can assure and promise u that u nt fat in fact ur way too skinny
Soyeon then continue embracing shuhua in silence letting the youngest cry her heart out and not long later she was already fast asleep due to exhaustion
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Broken (Shuhua)
Fanfiction#depression #self harm #anxiety First time writing fanfic