ghostin |VKOOK|

part one : don't want that living in my head

TaehyungPOV
It's been a year now since Jimin broke up with me. Yeah, I think I've moved on and I think Jimin did. I mean he didn't love me anymore. But I'm scared! I'm scared that MOVE ON is just a word. I'm scared that when I see Jimin, I will be haunted by those memories. I admit that I cried every night before we broke up. Because there were many things happen at the same time and lead us to this break up. Was it all my fault? Because of my jealousy? Did I do anything wrong? I don't know. He just cut me off from his life without any reason and in two months he replaced us. Am I just a toy? Am I nothing to him?
Ughh! I don't wanna say anything about this anymore or I will cry.
Today is the first day of the school. The vacation seem too short for me. And the fact that I have to face Jimin today is the problem. The only thing that kept me feeling like I don't want to come to school. It's hurt seeing him with someone else.
He isn't here now. Everybody are here now except him. I look around in case he sit anywhere in the room but nope. I only see the girl he dated - Lisa, but the place next to her isn't empty. Jennie occupies it. The only seat that empty is next to me. I started to feel nervous.
What if he sit next to me?
NO.
"Hello Class!"
We all suddenly pay attention to the board and all the noises got cut.
Our teacher walk in and there's a boy walking behind her. I think he might be the new student.
"It's been a while without you guys. Welcome to the new first day of class. I hope you guys will be doing well this term and here the new student. You can introduce yourself"
" ah.."
he looks kinda nervous, cause he is hesitated or something.
" ahh.. my name is Jeon Jungkook. I'm 17 years old...and...I..."
He look around but then he catches his eyes on me and he started to hesitate again. I quickly glance away. Everyone is now paying attention to him and starting to talk and whisper to each other.
"He's so handsome"
"He looks so cute"
"I'll be gay for him"
"Class!"
The teacher sounded and the whole class become silent once again.
"Jungkook you can go and find your seat." Our teacher said and pointed to me. "Yeah there, near Taehyung"
"Fk" I whispered.
He looks so innocent and so soft. He looks like....Jimin the first time we met. Wait! But Jimin isn't here now. Why? Is he late or something? Fuck. Kim Taehyung, stop looking for Jimin. It's over.

~Time Skip
It's now break time. I'm about to leave the class for lunch but then I remember that I haven't talked to the guy siting next to me. He looks so awkward and I feel so bad for him. It feels like he's so lonely. INTROVERT DUDE. So I start the conversation, but I try not to look so nice. I'm not gonna make any friend or whatever in this school now. I have trust issue. I try to look cold talking to him.
"You don't go out for lunch?" I asked him.
"Me?"
He pointed to himself. He so innocent and soft. Like this kind can be fooled by anyone easily.
"Then who?"
"Hmm..I...I..don't know..where the ... cafeteria"
He said.
"Okay. Then follow me"
I started to be more me to him now. I just feel so familiar looking into his eyes and the way he talked. Moreover, it's like I'm so pity on him. He's too soft. I feel like I can make friend with this guy.
I walk to the cafeteria and he follows me.

Time Skip~

JungkookPOV
This is my first day at school. I'm now walking with the guy who sat next to me head to the cafeteria. It's kinda awkward cause I don't really know him and I admit it that I'm an introvert. It is hard to start a conversation with people, but I really want to stay next to that boy. I guess he's name is Taehyung. I thought he's a cute one but he's not. He looks so cold and a lil gang. I can see it by the way he's walking with his hand in his pocket.
"Ugh" I bumped into someone. It's not someone. It's Taehyung.
He suddenly stop walking. He doesn't pay his attention when I hit his back. I step back and I feel like his mind has blown away. He just stand still like that.
"Tae.." I'm about to finish calling his name but..
He exhaled and I feel like he's crying but he try not to sound like he does.
"Yeah! I haven't moved on" he talked to himself in a very low voice but I can hear it.
He turned his back trying to hold his tear and wipe away some tear drop with his hand still I can see his teary eyes
"The cafeteria is there" he pointed at the cafeteria and walked away.
I thought he's going to enjoy the lunch with me.
I looked back to where he was walking to. I can see his hand wiping away his tear along the way.
What happen to me?
I feel so bad for him.
I feel like I've known this guy for so long when I didn't even know him.
He isn't supposed to look this soft. It's like his strength at the moment has gone away.