What is Love to You?

Don't Tell What Happens In The Shadows.

Cam comforted me yesterday, almost to the point where I fell asleep again that morning. He told me his name, which is Cam Braxton. And he told me his favorite color, food, movie, even book!

I never thought I would find a guy who loves books as much as I do, and be the same age as me. We both loved reading together, if he ever found a cute part in his book he would show it to me and if I ever found anything I would show him.
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We would always laugh at each other. When he took me out for ice cream one time, he had gotten whip cream on his nose and I burst into tears. I remember that was the first time I had heard his laugh. I was sort of deep and low but cute all at the same time.
What I remember the most about Cam was the way his lips tasted against mine.
Sweet, juicy, full, slick, and wonderful. It was actually on our second date that I kissed him. I remember it as if it just happened.
He leaned over the chair that I was sitting in, and lifted my chin. He made sure to make full eye contact before moving past that stage. As if pleading with his eyes he asked me if I was okay. I didn't notion anything to tell him I was alright I just looked down at his lips, and back again to his eyes. I sat up, pushing my lips to his. I pushed so hard I actually think we were standing by that point. He cupped his hands around my neck pulling me in for more. I allowed him to pull me in. I did the same thing to him but tangling my fingers in his fine black hair. Reluctantly I pulled away, resting a hand on his chest feeling it heave up and down. The other still intertwined in his hair. His and my breathing slowed and we sat in the chair I was sitting in before. I rested upon his lap and turned so that we were facing each other. I placed my forehead to his and relaxed.
Now I knew I wasn't crushing anymore, it was a little more like loving!

But since then we haven't gone out much. He normally came over and we would read and maybe play a few card games. You never know with me, I always have a special trick up my sleeve.
The special thing about Cam was that, he always understood. January 30 would be our one month anniversary, and I wasn't sure if we were gonna get each other presents or not so I chose something simple.

A Kiss.