My Pack kicked me out♥

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" just a few more minutes" I muttered to myself as I sat in the freezing cold waiting to change. " ugh! I give up! Not gonna happen today." I said. Oh sorry hi! I'm daisy the werewolf..... Well I would be if I could change. You see we werewolves change in the cold and when it's warm where human. All except me. I don't change. At all. If I can't manage to change by this winter my pack will kick me out. My pack the Red Cross pack do not like wolves that can't change so if they don't change before winter I'll be looking for a new pack. Life! I hate and love it. Sigh. :( you see the pic up there? That's me and my boyfriend. This is my story. I'm gonna share it with you. Right so where was I? Right.
I gave up trying to change for that day. Tomorrow I'd try again. I went back to the pack and was about to settle down when " hey Hun howd it go?" Oh that's Steve my boyfriend. " no luck " I said glumly with a sigh. " it's ok Hun you've still got three weeks of trying. You'll make it." " thanks but I don't think I can...." And with that I burst into tears. My family my life was there my friends my boyfriend everything! " hey don't cry! It's ok! He said. I was going to tell him to just leave to my business but all that escaped me was a growl. I looked at my hands. No.... Not changing. " s so ssorry " I managed. I can't believe I am this close to changing. But no. " just let me settle for a bit. Then we can do whatever you want." " ok Hun. But if I hear any moaning I'm coming and staying no matter what you say. Ok?" He said. " ok " I reluctantly said. Then I tried to go to sleep just for half an hour.
TWO HOURS LATER
I woke up with a start. Oh god. How long have I slept?! Did I miss the evening howl?! Nope. Just in time. Now I may not be able to change but I can still howl and all that. I sprinted of towards the mountain and just as I got to the top they started to howl. Aahhhhooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!! I howled with them. This is as good as it gets. Well for some body that can't change any way. I hate the fact that I can't be like them. I hate the fact that I can't change.