I love you always
however, you're done experiencing me
missing me
learning me
I hope you miss the way I taste
I hope it pains you to speak my name
In the dark I hope you see my face
hear my voice when I would laugh your name
sweet as you are
It was all a deception
staring at your lying face you look just like her
she could've looked in a reflection
I want to cry
this feeling is all too familiar
so I smoke and grow
try not to explode
love without loyalty
provisionally speaking ... it's definitely not for me
I just longed for a friend
someone who without a doubt would ride for me until the end
the pain seeps in as I fall into a dazed memory
as you lay on top of me
heavy breathing into my ear
Pleading for more than I had to offer
promising more than your time was worth
filling my mouth with your kisses and the taste of my luv
running your hands up and down my hips
marking your territory all over my soul and body
YOU
I gave into you
without a doubt you had my heart before you even knew
but the love you experienced with me has not a figment of the self love I'm conquering up
next time you see me I'll be brand new
stronger than ever
walking right past you
