Three Year Crush

Chapter 1 : " Remember Me ? "

*Kkakkung, kkakung. Kkakkung, kkakkung.*

《 Nica's POV 》

Hmmmm ..... * its 7:40 a.m KKAKKUNG !*

Ohhh .... what ? THIS IS NOT SATURDAY !! BATHROOM BATHROOM BATHROOM !!

UGHH WHY DO I HAVE TO FORGET YOU DEAR TOWEL ?

Hahahahaha, I'm Nica a.k.a Mandy, and I'm going to tell you the whole story about my love life story that could make you cringe ( probably ) aww - ing and haha cracking yourself ? Its start when I was in my old self, obese and disgusting girl.

" I HAVE TO RUN ! FASTER FASTER ! WOW HOT BOY HOT BOY DAMNN. NO NO NO I'M RUNNING LATE TO SCHOOL RUN FASTER YOU FUCKING NICA ! "

That time I can hear someone's talking bad behind me. " Hey isn't it Tan's pig ? Omg doesn't she know she looks funny when she runs ? Like ewww. I should take a picture, it would be great if I post this in my twitter. " I can't help but feels bad about myself but i keep running. at least i can calm down easily.

While in the class, they saw the post and unfortunately I came in the right time. They all saw me like a criminal ( the fuck ? )  and that makes me feel so small.

" HEY, did you see the post ? You look so funny. Pig. " that girl really didn't know that she's dead lying in hospital's bed when she tastes my jump. wait for it, bitch ! I clench my fist hard that people can't really open it. well i try to calm down but their laughs, that hurts me the most.

" You must be tired after running to school right ? Hey I bought you some mineral water. Cold and fresh ! Do you want some ? Let me feed you. *splash the water to my face* AWWWW I'M SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TOO. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !! All cracked up like hell, I wasted my tears for the one hundredth time already. I can't hold it and I FLIPPED THE TABLE.

" WHY DON'T YOU ALL JUST FUCKING SHUT UP ?! WHAT FUNNY DO I HAVE IN MY BODY ?!! MY FAT ?!! DON'T DARE ME TO JUMP ON YOU, YOU'LL SURE TO BE DEAD FROM ME ! COME ON ! YOU FUCKING COWARDS ! "
" Don't waste your energy, girl. You are fat, its easy to feel tired after a slight activity you've done. "  Tan's appeared, my one-year crush. Lots of pics and posters of him I pasted on the wall of my room. I understands that many girls did fall in love with his pearl-like, a sculpture shaped face. But for me its different.

《Nica's Flashback》

I perform and sing in front of the crowd for the school talent show when I'm 12 years old. Tan is watching as he can't stop smiling from mouth to ears. Suddenly, the prop that was hanging up the stage, it wire loose and felt down the stage.

" LOOK OUT, NICA ! " Tan came to help me but the sign hit Tan so bad and I feel worried plus kind of weird feel in my heart.

So I've asked " Tan are you okay ? "

He answers " I have someth .... ing to say .... I .... I ..... you .... *fainted*

I was shocked and start shouting for help. The ambulance come help carry Tan and I was really worried about Tan, really really worried like hell.

The next day I visited him and there is no one in the ward except him. He is asleep and I confessed.

" Tan, tell me what did you say on the stage yesterday. You make me curious. *tears start to falling down* I just .... SORRY okay. *hold his hand* If you can't say it then, don't do it. You're still in a bad condition. I have to go ..... "

" NICA, where are you ? I ... I LOVE YOU ! You're dead if you stay away from me. I would kill myself and you can't find me in the future. Please .... hold my hand before you go ..... uhhhhh "  it looks like Tan is having a bad dream but what he was saying makes me cry more. I mean, his sincerity from what he said on his dream, I can feel it. That time he was still holding my hand, but I can't let my hands off because he holds it tightly.

" Stop it. *tears fall* You making me ..... please ..... *cry* "  I can't stop but tears keep falling down and my eyes are already red.

In a few days later, the doctor confirm than Tan losts his memories a.k.a amnesia. Her mother have to accept his condition that time. But fortunately, the doctor said that he can remember anyone who he knows except for the last people he met, that is me.

I can't wait for Tan to come to school. I keep ticking the table as a sign of worry and Tan comes. That time I didn't know Tan lost his memories and he just ignores me like I am not in the class. I am speechless already. I hug him and he pushed me away. He is rudely showing his harsh move and " Who the fuck are you ? "  Tan said this to me.

All people in the class was shocked on how he treat me because before this we really really close like hands and arm together.  

Few days later, it seems that I have to give up on Tan. What a stupid decision I make. I eat and keep eating and now I am 135 kg ( just to relieve stress ). Now he has a new girl, Angel. The word he said to me still stuck on my mind until today. I would kill myself and you can't find me in the future. Please .... hold my hand before you go. I still love him, you know. But I am hiding it. It pains in the heart.

《Back to the Scene where Nica's being hurt by everyone》

" Tan, what ? " I answer.

" Oh yeah, people keep gossiping about me and you have been together. I mean, eww a girl like you I should have dated ? I keep myself safe and steady from disgusting people. And please, just burn out my pictures in your wall. Your 'boy' makes your life only miserable. " Tan plays with the word.

Tan went out to the class and I went chasing him out. He stop walking and he knows I am chasing him. I completely tired and continue our conversation in an empty school hallway.

" What do you want from me actually ?! "

" *SLAP HIS FACE* DO YOU REMEMBER ME ?  "

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Hey guys ! First story that I have a lot of ideas for. I have create those stories before but I have no idea what plot twist I have to add on the stories ( no idea ). And P/S, I am really sorry for my bad English, really really sorry for the mistake I made on this Chapter 1.

SPOILER ALERT !! Angel is going to appear on our next Chapter 2, so just wait and keep waiting for the updates !

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