Draco Malfoy Imagines

It's Too Late

Trigger Warning: Suicidal thoughts & suicide.

Just wanted to add if you are ever feeling this way please do not hesitate to message me. I love you. This imagine was also very difficult for me to write, but I hope it was what the person who requested wanted.

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How could anyone ever love their bully? How was is possible for Y/n to fall deeply in love with a boy who tormented her all these years?

Y/n loved Draco, no matter how many times he spoke so badly about her and to her. How he let his friends push her around and purposely hurt her. She still admired him.

Y/n walked towards the library with her books held tightly. From afar she could hear Draco's voice and his group laughing. Debating if she should turn the other way or keep walking, she held her head high continuing to walk towards the library.

"Oh look there's the blood traitor," Pansy laughed along with her friends. All of them surrounded her, including Draco. He pushed her books and made them fall making Y/n huff in annoyance. "Please I'm just trying to get to the library," She pleaded looking at Draco, but he scoffed. "No one told you to speak L/n." Draco smirked making all his friends laugh. Even when Draco was being rude, Y/n couldn't help, but melt in his blue eyes.

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Y/n couldn't keep count of how many times Draco made her life hell, but she always wanted more.

Currently she sat alone in the dining table eating soup, hearing the conversations around her. "Did you hear Draco and Hermione are dating now?" Some Slytherin girl laughed with her friend. "Didn't he talk to badly about mudblood's?" Another one snickered. Y/n's chest ached, why would he date her?

She pushed her bowl slightly and got up walking away. She couldn't believe he had asked her out. Out of everyone, a Gryffindor? She felt sick there were moments were it seemed like Draco felt bad about bulling Y/n. And she though maybe he had hidden feelings like she did? She could have sworn his eyes softened every time someone did anything to her.

But she was wrong because now Draco is supposedly with Hermione and Y/n was alone.

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Many days had passed and Y/n would look at Draco and Hermione. She watched as Hermione would laugh and Draco would just smile softly. Draco would catch Y/n staring sometimes and would feel horrible about himself, but he didn't know why.

Y/n felt broken and empty all she wanted was for Draco to love her back and he didn't.

Going into her dorm she grabbed a piece of parchment paper and began to write:

I loved him and he chose another. I believed he had those hidden feelings for me, but I was wrong. I cannot live in a world where I can see him with someone else. It physically and mentally hurts me. I love you Draco, I always have. I have tried my hardest to stay strong, but I can't anymore. I can't do this. I'm sorry to those I have disappointed. I'm sorry for all of this. I'm so sorry Draco.

Y/n finished writing dropping her quill, a few tears fell onto the paper smearing the ink. She set the note on her bed and took off her rob setting it aside.

All Y/n could think about was Draco and Hermione. It made her angry and miserable.

She walked towards the Astronomy Tower, trying not to get the attention of other students. She walked up the stairs, her fingers touching the cold railing. As she reached above the tower she looked up into the sky. The stars were so bright and beautiful. Maybe there was another life after ending everything?

She climbed up the railing, holding her balance on the wall beside her. By now Y/n was sobbing. Nothing ever went her way. She could never seem to be happy.

Taking one last deep breath she set her foot in front of the railing and pushed herself. The cold air against her tears was the most feeling she had ever felt.

Y/n's body hit the cold ground. Her head and chest were bleeding. She was not breathing anymore. The light in her eyes had disappeared. Y/n L/n was dead.

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Hours had passed and Draco had noticed Y/n was seen nowhere. She wasn't at dinner, she wasn't even in the common room. He always took notice of her in the common room doing her homework by the fire.

He thought to himself to look for her, but why should he? It would be odd for someone like him to look for a girl he hardly spoke too.

Ignoring his thoughts he went up to her down. He noticed the door opened to he peaked his head through, but no one was there. He was Y/n's robe on her bed and a note by her bed. With caution he approached her bed and grabbed the note.

He slowly began to read, so many emotions raced through his head. Dropping the note he ran out of her room and the common room trying to look for Y/n.

"Have you seen Y/n?" He asked many students, but they all shook their heads. Until one saw a glimpse of her, "I last saw her going towards the astronomy tower."

Draco ran passed many people with tears in his eyes. He ran towards the tower and towards the door, but he stopped suddenly. He saw someone body laying on the floor with blood around.

Please don't me Y/n, he thought to himself as he approached the body.

He turned the body around to fine it was Y/n. A loud son escaped his lips, "No please no!" He cried. "Somebody help! Please help!" He yelled, but it was too late. Y/n's soul had left her body. It was too late to bring her back.

He wiped some of the blood from her nose, "I'm so sorry Y/n. I should have told you my true feelings. I should have told you I loved you." He whispered as he brought her up to his chest. He did not care about the blood staining his robe and shirt. He only cared about Y/n.

"Please come back," He whispered to her removing the hairs from her face. "Oh Merlin, please." He cried.

A few minutes later adults and other students came. They noticed Draco and Y/n's body being held by him.

"Draco, let her go." Dumbledore told him, but he didn't listen. He just kept sobbing and holding her tightly. "I'm so sorry." He kept repeating to her. But this wasn't his fault. Who could he have possible known she had feelings for him too?

"Draco, she is gone. You need to let her go, so we can help." Dumbledore told him again. Draco finally loosened his grip around her limp body. Adults came in quickly grabbing Y/n from him and taking her away.

Draco just sat there as tears escaped his eyes, I loved you too.