A few weeks later I felt different, less interested in stuff I hated to look at myself. I was too afraid to tell my mother what happened so I hid what happened to me , At the age of 7 I started to become more and more interested in sexual things I started to kiss a lot of boys and dance in front them and let them touch me.. Then I began to get fatter and felt even worse about myself ! But I was a church girl born and raised so I loved to attend church Nd sing on the with them congregation , I loved my pastor like a father he used to call me "Tiger " because I was so fierce . A Few months later my mother got a eviction notice in the mail she was stressing so bad , She took all the money out the savings account and all 5 checks to give to a lawyer to try and get my father out of jail but that's another chapter to be told . So we were broke no money to pay the bills we started to pack up everything and we all slept downstairs together , We all were downstairs just talking when my mother walked in looking so sad . She said " pastor died but it'll be okay we'll get through it "
We huddled together and hugged each other and cried .
That was the day of the eviction so at 10pm my mother dropped me and my sister off at my grandmothers house , then her and my 2 older siblings went back and packed everything into the van and made trips back in fourth . In between trips my grandfather kept locking the door and turning the lights off . But they finally moved all the important stuff in my grandma's house and moved the bed and everything downstairs in the basement where we would stay .
A few days later my mother transferred me and my sister to another school . I started to notice her drifting away from reality and becoming really distant , I didn't now what depression was back then , I didn't know that I mentally losing my mother..
I KNOW THIS IS SHORT BUT THE SHORTER THE SWEETER LOL
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Self Destruction
Short StorySometimes it isn't people who destroy us , it's our selves... Let the past go and dwell on the future , here's a story about a traumatized girl .
