Merry Christmas everyone!!
It's been a while! Hehe. I decided to upload this as a gift to all of you!
I'm sorry for my hiatus, kailangan lang talaga huhu. But know that I miss you all so bad and I miss writing here in Watty so much! Anyway, this is still not a comeback, since I've committed to something else as of the moment. Just wanting to greet all of you (kung sino pa man ang nagbabasa nito lol) a Merry Christmas! Remember the reason of the season <3
Wishing you all a happy holiday and an amazing new year ahead!
❤️🥳
Days passed since I woke up in the hospital.
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mga nangyayari sa academy, but since I woke up, I've been feeling quite different with the place.
Besides from the fact that they let me get back to my dorm room, wala ng nag-iba mula nang magising ako.
Classes became normal despite what happened. I could feel people watching me as I walked on the hall with the rest of the Greys towards our classes.
Noong una ay ayaw pa sana nila akong pabalikin sa pag-aaral, but I insisted. Ayaw kong ma stuck sa kwarto ko dahil kung anu-ano nalang ang mga naiisip ko, like how everything feels so different now.
How I suddenly feel different with my body.
Sa tuwing natutulog ako ay hindi maaaring hindi ako nagigising na walang panaginip. Most of the time, I wake up crying, pero minsan din ay may mga bagay na sobrang nakakapag paisip lang sa akin.
With how many days this has been going on, I found something constant in my dreams.
Still the grey-eyed woman, the guy who may or may not be Jin, and a place that I was always in.
Isang siyang mataas na palapag. But it wasn't finished yet. I remember feeling always scared and alone whenever I go to that place.
Palagi akong may taong kikitain doon, pero sa huli, I always go back to that grey-eyed woman, who was also starting to confuse me.
Dahil sa nagdaan ko nang mga panaginip, her eyes were also starting to scare me.
Naguguluhan na ako kung sino talaga siya. In most of my earlier dreams, tinatawag ko siyang Mama, ngunit minsan ay natatakot naman ako sa kaniya.
Hindi ko na alam.
And that guy. That guy that felt like Jin.
Sa lahat ng mga natuklasan ko sa mga panaginip ko, the feeling of being with him was one of the most consistent.
I get the same security when he was with me. The same warmth. And the same butterflies in my stomach.
Palagi kong nakikita siyang nakangiti sa akin, but only his smile was the thing I was seeing of him. Not his eyes, nor other things of him.
But I know for sure, he was Jin.
I could feel how we were so familiar with each other. Na pawang kilalang kilala namin ang isa't isa. Na parang matagal na matagal na talaga kaming magkakilala. I even saw a vague picture of two kids in a frame. Babae at lalaki, and I stood there, smiling as if I knew exactly what happened before that photo was taken.
Malakas ang pakiramdam ko na kami ni Jin iyon. That we were childhood friends.
Pero hanggang ngayon, kahit anong isip ko, hindi ko alam kung ano talaga kami.
Were we lovers? Was he a boyfriend of mine?
Pero ano'ng nangyari? Bakit nagalit siya sa akin? Ba't kami napunta dito? Bakit hindi ko siya agad na naalala?
BINABASA MO ANG
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