All the things I could’ve done
All the things I could’ve said
All the things I missed out on
And now you’re dead
The countdown starts
Every single day is a war
Trying to surface this pool
The pool I’ve drowned in before
I watched you
As you slid
Fire engulfed your body
I just stared
Heaven was full
That’s what I said
They ran out of space
So they put you in Hell
The moment I said it
I knew it wasn’t true
For Heaven only held those
Who really felt rue
I could never live without you
You kept me alive
I’m sorry I didn’t know
That I set you aside
You were my world
I loved you above everything
I’m sorry, so sorry
That I treated you like you were nothing
I always told everyone
I would make sure you would never feel the same
You wouldn’t end up with scars on your arms
Like the way I inflicted myself with pain
I guess I broke that promise
It can’t be undone
But it can certainly be avenged
When I do what I would’ve done
Maybe I should be strong
Follow him down with the chimes
I don’t fear death anymore
I just died a thousand times
Hold me close
As I come with you
I gave the vow of protection
I cannot abandon you
Hello, little brother
You don’t have to be alone anymore
I’m coming with you
I did what I should’ve done before
YOU ARE READING
Goodbye and Hello
Thơ caA poem I had written a long time ago. My brother means everything to me. I may not act like it, but he does. What if one day... he wasn't there? He'd ceased to exist? He died? I couldn't bear that. This is a poem written on those thoughts.
