Loving You From Afar |Nayeon x female reader|

Chapter 10

🎶Lullaby by IU🎶
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Rosé introduced herself to Jennie, Jennie did the same, we all ate a bit of pizza and after, Sana decided to go to her dorm and sleep. We nodded as we thought that was a good idea. Jennie and Rosie cleaned up and got ready to go to bed. I sat there still being un able to move. I sighed as I carefully moved my ankle to be able to lay down.

They got on there beds and turned off the lights, the glow of the moon and with the sound of the busy highway I slowly started falling asleep, awaiting tomorrow.

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🌧6:00 𝚊𝚖🌧

I woke up to the faint sound of rain hitting the window. I rubbed my eyes and I smiled a bit, I love the rain, I hope today is a gloomy rainy day, that's my favorite type of weather. I checked my phone, 6:24 am, wow, who needs an alarm, I wake myself up.

I carefully get out of bed and stand up, I wince at the pain, I try standing a few times, the pain isn't as bad as yesterday I think I can handle it. I waddle myself to the bathroom and wash my face with water while I look a myself. Wow y/n, you really do look like a mess. I chuckle. I walked back to my bed and started to unpack my things quietly and putting them in place. I grabbed clothes and my toothbrush, toothpaste and lip balm. I went to the bathroom and got ready.

I'm wearing a simple dusk light blue hoodie with some ripped black jeans and my high top black vans. I put on my favorite simple silver ring on my right pointer finger. I brushed my hair, leaving it in its natural waves. I walk out the bathroom and see a barely awake Jennie. I smile and walk over to her bed.

"Good morning" I told her. She yawned and nodded, "good morning" she replied back. I patted her head as she playfully slapped my hand away. She also got up and started getting ready.

Last but not least Rosé finally woke up. Her half asleep immediately went to the bathroom. She chuckled at her actions. We all ate breakfast and grabbed our schedules and bags and started to walk around, well I was walking a bit faster thanks to the help of Rosé, but we were looking for our classes in the other building. We 3 surprisingly had our first class, A English class 34, we walked around some halls.

We were talking until some guy bumped into Jennie harshly, knocking her to the floor. I let go of Rosé as I helped Jennie back up, brushing the dirt off of her.

"Yo ass hole!" I yelled towards the guy walking away as if nothing happened. He slightly turned around and looked at me with a 'wtf' face. I limped but walked towards him. "Yo, shouldn't you apologize, don't you have any manners" I scoffed at him and he looked like he was about to hit me. I chuckled, "come on tiny dick man, apologize-" he kicked my leg, the one with the injured ankle. I winced and closed my eyes as Rosé and Jennie ran towards be helping me. He was about to probably kick me again until someone, guessing his girlfriend grabbed him back.

"Babe just stop" she said with a hint of cuteness. I opened my eyes from shock. No- it can't be- I looked up at the owner of the voice and my eyes widen, Nayeon....

We make eye contact, it was only for a few seconds but it felt like minutes. My eyes water a bit, but not enough to make me shead a tear. I slightly chuckled and shook my head, I stood up straight.

"What, why are you looking at each other like that? Do you guys know each other" the guy asked. "Jaehun (it's a random name I chose) babe-" I cut Nayeon off.

"Yeah we know each other, or at least I thought we did, looks like she changed thought" I chuckled as I left both Nayeon and Jaehun dumbfounded. Jennie, Rosé and I started walking towards our class room, she were also shocked at what happened.

"Hey y/n, you mind us asking what you meant by saying you knew her" I sighed as I talked while walking.

"Literally like 3 days ago, we were best friends but then I confessed that I'm in love with her and fucked everything up and the thing that makes me annoyed is that she didn't answer me when I told her that, she hasn't texted me or talked to me since then, and now she was to go around saying 'bAbE' to some guy as if what happened between us never happened, as if nothing had happened" they made an 'oh' face.

"I mean it's okay if she doesn't like me back...but she didn't give me an answer, I don't think she plans on giving me one any time soon, now that she has her boyfriend" I scoffed, "bet she doesn't even like him" I told them.

They nodded. "Honestly who would like a guy like that" rosé said an Jennie nodded. "I know right, totally not my type at all"

We arrived in the class and sat down and payed attention, working for a good 50 minutes. Till I had the urge to go to the bathroom. I asked the professor if I could go, thankfully he agreed and I went.

I opened the door to the women's bathroom, I saw no one, or so I thought. I saw Nayeon there, she didn't see me but I saw her. Just standing there. I sighed not wanting to go anywhere close to her but I still needed to pee. I said fuck it and walked into one of the stalls not making eye contact nor interactions with Nayeon.

I was doing my business till I couldn't hold it back anymore. I was mad at her but I still loved and cared about her, I hated myself for asking but I just had to,

"So, you gotta boyfriend now, Jaehun huh" I told her. She gasped sounding a little shocked. She walked closer to the stalls and placed her forehead on the door.

"I'm sorry..." she said quiet, very faint but I heard it. I chuckled, typical.

"I mean I don't see the point of you saying sorry, you ignore me, and get a boyfriend and act like nothing happened... Sounds like you don't have anything to be sorry about, you seem fine" I told her truthfully. She sighed and stepped away from the door as I opened the door. I walked towards the sinks and washed my hands.

"You seem to be doing fine without me aren't you? We've know each other for practically our whole lives and you can just drop me like that" I asked her and she looked down.

Nayeon's POV

Y/n continued to speak, I just looked down, trying to put together the words.

"Nayeon why don't you answer me, are you gonna leave me waiting for an answer again-"

"Y/n stop!" I yelled at her, she flinched a bit and widened her eyes. She stood up face to face with me. "Y/n I know your mad that I didn't answer you, i-im just confused because I don't know what I want-"

"What do you mean you don't know what you want?!" Y/n questioned me as she shoved me. Y/n's never shove me. I could feel warm tears run down my cheek.

"Y/N IT'S BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT, I DON'T KNOW WHO I LIKE, Cut me some slack y/n, i-i just don't know what to do.." I said as I looked at her, she looked shocked.

"So your questioning?" y/n asked me. I looked at her with my blurry vision, my eyes filled with water.

"Yes y/n I'm questioning... I'm questioning everything" I told her. She hugged me tightly. My heart started beating strangely fast.

"Y-y/n don't" I told her. She let out an oh and backed away. We stood there in silence. My heart was beating fast, many thoughts were going through my mind, I felt like I couldn't breathe.

I looked up at y/n, i-i was starting to see her in a new way, not like before... No I can't.

I grabbed my bag and walked out the bathroom back to my class leaving Y/n there again, with barely any explanation.

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