Year 2020, She experienced lots of troubles and struggle.
She was just a grade 10 student. A normal student who wants to get high grades and want to graduate with high honor to make her parent's proud specially for her sick mother who sufferred from a bone cancer. And this is her story......
HER P.O.V
I am a student who wants to get high grades to make my parents proud specially for my sick mother. I want to see her smile everytime we walk into the stage during closings.Yeah, I really want to see that smile despite of her bone cancer. At first I didn't think that her cancer is like that terrible Cause I do believe that there is a big possibility that she well get soon. But then, It was a month of January when she can barely walk,she can't even go to hospital to take her monthly check-up and radiation I saw how she fought to her cancer.My mother is a brave person so my father too. I am proud that I have mother whose brave and a father whose strong enough to take care of us and my mother. During to our hard times I can see my father cried and so myself well, who would not?? Seeing your mother suffering who use only an oxygen tank to breathe properly What would you feel??
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ONE DAY, when I was the one taking care of her during my lunch time well yeah even though my mother is sick I still go to school leaving my father who'll take care my mother because I desperately want to get that with high title so that when graduation comes my parents will be proud and happy. So back of what I Am saying,during that afternoon I gave her food and then we chatted about closings and then she said....
Mama:Dai maytag makalakaw nakog tarong inig closing nnyu maynang makapaso sad ko
(trans: I hope I can walk properly during your closing ceremony so that I can walk with you to the stage)
Me: Sos makapaso lageh ka Ma ampo lang gud Ta(with smile in my face to hide how I really wanted to cry)
(trans:You can do it Ma we just have to pray)
Mama: awh ouh oi (then smile)
(trans: of course)
AS DAY PAST, she really having a hard time and Me who still go school where in school I always cry because I can't let myself cry in front of my mother because she might worry too much. That's why I only Cry in school and I thanked that I have lot of friends who makes me smile and a teacher who is always there to comfort and to remind me to keep going...
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IT WAS around January 24-27,2020 when my mother got admitted to a Hospital because she really have to go there because we saw like something complication on her physical appearance and my father is the only person who take care of my mother to that hospital. My mother's some siblings I don't know if they care or not there are few who care and those others I don't know maybe they care in a silent way..cause one things for sure my mother as well as my father was having a hard time in the hospital why?? because 3 nights my Mama was resting in a WHEELCHAIR in addtion to that my father is only sitting on the floor waiting if there would be an empty ward to stay and the 4th day came they finally got a ward and in that day the doctor talked to my father of what my mother condition is....
Papa: Dok msta mn ang resulta??
(trans: Doc how was the result??)
Doctor: Sultian tika sa tinood sir ang imong asawa naglisod na gyud ang iyang apdo nibuto na,nya naa pd cyay leukemia ug ang iyang bukog nadaot na gyud
(trans: sir I tell you the truth you're wife is really in bad condition her gallbladder already explode,she also have leukemia and his bone has severe damage)
Papa: (teary eyed) niya dok pwde ba ng iuli na lng nako akong asawa ron dok??
(trans:Doc is it okau if I'll take my wife home now?)
Doctor: Pwde kaau sir kay mas maau kung sa balay na lng nnyu cya
(trans: it is really okay sir it is much better if she is in your home)
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THE DAYS when they are in the hospital we,my brothers always cry who would not be? Those days I always call them through cellphone and one time..
Me: Ma msta naman??
(trans: ma how are you?)
Mama: Okay ra man tawn dai mouli nman mi ron(said in a sleepy way)
(trans: I'm fine we'll go home right now)
Me: awh maau noon ma cgi ma mag-agad mi ninyu(trying to hold my sob)
(trans: ahh Good we'll wait for you)
TIME CHECK 11 pm still they are no home not until 2am
and with that, I call my neighbors help because my mother is getting bigger thats why we needed help and I am really thankful of my neighbors cause they are always there to help us always...And when I saw my mother I can't stop myself fron crying but still I need to hide it same as my father.
SATURDAY came my Ate arrived from mindanao
to visit my mother, her plan was to stay for 1 day but she choose to stay longer
and that day also many friends,relatives and some acquaintance came to visit my mother.And the Saturday's gone and Sunday's came and with that the oxygen tank that my mother used rank out of oxygen. My younger brother and my father tried to find some open store but sad to say they found none.That day me,my ate and my Mama watch TV and we chatted about anything,many visitor still visit.And that day something unexpected happen it was around 2-4 when my mother didn't have clear vision and can barely understand us....that gave us,her family a very worried look...The atmosphere was very heavy well not until my mama said...
Mama: asa si john??(my younger brother)
(trans:where is John?)
Everyone: oi John pangita kang Mama ouh doul dayun(my brother approach my mother)
(trans: John you're mother is looking for you approach her faster)
John: Ma nganu man ma??? ( he asked)
(trans: why Ma?)
Mama: ikaw ni John? bahuag kabaw nmu oi(she state)
(trans:is this you john? you smell like a carabao)
And with that everyone laugh cuz even how hard and painful the situation she still wanted us to smile actually many scenario like that happen calling her daughters,sons, and family names..
UNTIL 11:49pm,This is the time that I'll never forget why?? It is because this the time my mother left us painful?? yes very much February 2,2020 11:49pm she passed away.. We saw her last drop of tears that made us to Cry Cause we lost our one of most treasured person on the Earth my Mother.
Well that's life we, people are going to die we cannot stop it from happening. But then seeing someone die in front of you and you can do nothing give so much pain That's why if you have you're family right now cherish every moment, treasure all the memories and love them with all your heart so that if the time comes you're ready ^_^ T_T
And THIS, THIS IS MY STORY
