i know you feel the weight of the world upon your shoulders, and i know your chest always hurts and your own body rebels because you're shaking all over with the throbbing in your chest while hot tears stain your sleeve. and you just want it all to be over, you want to click the 'game over' button and be done with your pathetic excuse for a life.
i just want you to know that if you do nothing but exist today, it's okay. if you messed up so bad and hurt yourself or others around you, it's okay. if you stood up to the bullies in your head and the real world, if you ever dared to think your own thoughts and defy the monsters, it's okay. if you ever wanted to do something that mattered but couldn't, it's also okay.
you are enough. your choices, words and actions are enough. you are priceless, my love. your worth is immeasurable. i know it doesn't make sense right now but you mean something. you aren't just a wandering soul in a game rigged against you, and you are definitely not a spare part. don't ever let your doubts win because they are lies spoken by the father of lies, crafted and repeated until your brain becomes accustomed and believes them.
choose love, not lies.
let yourself drown in the Father's Love and forget all your insecurities and self limitations.
because with Him, you are Enough.