29/11/20
will this ever end ?
will this pain ever go away ?
will i ever be happy again ?
will i ever enjoy my life again ?
i'm scared
sometimes everything just seems so hopeless
sometimes i don't feel anything at all
then i feel sadness
then fear
then despair
then again
nothing at all
i'm numb inside
should i just give up ?
but no that's egoistic isn't it ?
i don't know
i should think of my family
i can't do that to them
i can't give up but i can't do this anymore
i'm stuck
i'm in a dilemma
it's overwhelming
it's exhausting
i can't do this anymore
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thoughts 💭
Random; just writing down the thoughts in my head maybe you understand me or even feel the same ? english
