I wonder if i already know you, or have yet to meet you. Ether way, i know i think about you a lot, like all the time. I don't know where you are right now. I know you're close to me, yet so far. I know your just out their, because i can feel your presence every time i close my eyes.
I don't mean to sound cheesy but i want to say that you're
the coolest and the best guy any girl could have.
Just thinking of you makesmy heart beats a thousand times faster. Your smile makes the butterflies in my stomach flap their wings like hell. And the idea of seeing you makes me real giddy. Holding on to this little bit of sanity is way too imposible now that you are in my life. Im getting crazy for you! Im crazy about everything about you. the way you talk, the way you laugh, the way your eyes smiles when i look at them,your pathetic singing attempts while playing your guitar. I am crazy with youlame pick up lines. Im crazy about how you get nervous every time you talk to my family. Im crazy about how you kiss me in the middle of of saying something and how you touch my lips after that. I dont mind those rude but cute interuptions. I LOVE YOU!
I love our late night conversations. I love how you show me off to your friends. I love the way you hold my hand like you never wanna let it go. It feels like your holding on for dear life. I love how you get jealous, its cute :) I love it when you watch chick flicks movies with me. I love the way you hold me in your arms when you cry over them. I love it when you tell me im beautiful even if i look like a mess. I love hearing your plans in the future, for our future. i love your hand written love letters. I love watching you breath when you sleep. I love the fact that you never promised me that you're never gonna hurt me, make me cry or do anything to disappoint me because at some point, you will, intentionally or not. I am content and happy that you promised me you'll try not to. I love that you didn't promised me FOREVER but every single day to forever. I love the way you say my name. I love the way you tell me you love me. So true. So honest. So sincere. I love the way you look when i say it back. I love the way you looked misty eyed whenever I say that no one could ever take you place.
I know you're not perfect, neither am I. But i love you flaws and all. And together, we'll work this out. Screw and stumbling blocks.
As a song once said... " i have died everyday witing for you" and so did i. "There were times whem im so afraid to fall. There were times when i nearly gave up. But with you i feel so secure. Having you there with me now, i know this is worth the wait. You're worth the long wait. Thatnk god for i have found you. I cant wait to see you smile as i have walk down the aisle, hand-in-hand with my father. I cant wait to spend FOREVER with you. I LOVE ALL OF YOU WITH ALL OF ME. MY LOVE, MY LIFE. MY DESTINY.
Forever and Always,
Jackie
