OBLIVIOUS

6

Jin's POV

It was difficult, I was hurt a lot. But not because Jungkook said all those hurtful words in the past.

Not even when he tried to push us away physically and mentally.

I was hurt because jungkook was battling his depression alone, without taking our help.

He was torturing himself everyday and I failed at any attempts in helping him.

Several attempts of self harm in all parts of his body, writing vulgar and disturbing stuff all over his textbooks, misbehaving and always screaming and breaking stuff, you name it.

He was kicked out of schools, public places.

It was never easy with him, I thought I lost him.

My brother, my pride was crumbling in front of me and all I did was try one thing after another to help him.

However, nothing seemed to work for years and years. I knew that he was suffering, it bothered him.

I was always closer to him but he never confined in me.

Until one day he hurt me badly, blood everywhere, I was screaming in pain.

I was fine after I went to the hospital but he was not.

Suddenly, he stopped everything and started improving slowly.

He has worked hard after that day, excelled in his studies and taking responsibility for our parents.

 I know he will tell me what bothered him when he is ready, and I am going to wait for him.

I know It is not healthy to bottle up everything, but I respect his decision.

I try to make him remember that I am always by his side and I will be there for him even if everyone is against him.

I am slowly watching him get back to his healthy state of mind and I will be the happiest person when i can guarantee that Jk is alright and safe.

Today for the first time he acknowledged, he cried in front of me, apologizing and thanking me.

I was so worried when I was away for a while to study, but he kept my promise.

He promised to take care of himself.

We are brothers and I could tell when he was lying or being sincere.

This morning when i saw him remember his past self, it pained me.

I wanted to wake up from this dream, I wanted to be in his shoes, absorb all the sadness and pain he went through.

Authors' POV

It was a Lazy Sunday Morning.

"Do you have any plans today, JK?" Jin asked

"Nope, Do you?" he said, his face lighting up

"Well, I was thinking instead of making anything for breakfast, how about we go somewhere?"

"Yeah sure, where do you want to go?"

"I am not good at deciding, how about you tell me your favourite place?"

In a few minutes both of them were ready and left the house, the whole time talking and bickering nonstop.

Their parents had gone for a few days to their grandparents. But the house was never quiet. 

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Hey guys, Thank you for reading my stories. I know they are not perfect but I wanted to write a little  casual story for a while now. i don't know how this story reached #1 on Taejinkook tag but i am glad someone likes to read  my stories.

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