good girls are bad girls

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I walk into the new house in awe. It's huge! Im nervous about going to a new school. I know I'm not going to be here long so I don't want to get attached to people... I already did that last time. Let me tell ya it was hard making friends but when I did it was even harder saying good bye. My dad gets transferred a lot during his work so that's why I move so often. I've been to 6 schools this year!

It's pretty tough but I mean you get over it. I've learned to be a loner the hard way but it's easier. Don't get attached not that hard letting go.. Right?

"Honey please go unpack your stuff and pick any room you want!" My mom says being her perky self.

My dad is a just a normal person. Which I barely see him due to his work schedule. Me? Well I'm just a normal 16 year old who obsesses over bands and books. I'm like on both sides. The geeky side and the dark side.. (Sorry if that offended you) I have long blonde hair that just barely touches my butt. I have blue eyes.. But besides that I'm just a normal teenage girl who obsesses over bands, books, boys, and never cleans her room.
I look up the stairs and look at my bags which are pretty heavy. The stairs look forever long. But me being me I take the risk and stick my tongue out of my mouth (I do that when I focuse) I'm already on the first step and I'm out of breathe. Have I mentioned I'm a very lazy person?
After what seems like forever I get upstairs and see theirs only one room up here. I walk in and the room is painted a light blue. My favorite color. This will be perfect.
I notice I have a walk in closet and my own bathroom. All I can think is wow. I have the whole upstairs to myself. I hear a lot of arguing about who gets what room.. That must be my brothers. Johnny and Gabe. Gabe is only 2 years older than me and Johnny is only 4 years older.

I shut my door and put my headphones in my ears so I can block out the sounds of my brothers bickering and I start unpacking. I hang all of my clothes up and make the bed. My bed set is a gray with pink pillows and a pink bed sheet.

I run my hands through my hair and take my headphones out after an hour of unpacking. I decide to take a walk around the neighborhood. I put on my gray combat boots and I walk downstairs and tell my brothers I'm going on a walk around the neighborhood.

My brothers are still fighting over rooms and finally Gabe throws his arms up in defeat to let Johnny know he won the big room.

I grab my jacket and start out the door. Gabe comes out the door and says he is coming with me which I don't mind since he is like my favorite brother.

We start towards the McDonald's. We finally get to McDonald's and I walk inside and see 4 boys sitting at a table eating icecream. I walk up to the cash register and order an icecream cone and Gabe orders the same.

We sit down at a table in the corner next to a window. I look up shyly and notice a boy with blonde hair and has a lip ring is looking at me. I'm not gonna lie. He's hot. There is a boy with a bandana right next to him which literally has his icecream shoved in his face. There's a boy with green hair.. Who I find awkwardly attractive. And am Asian looking dude. They look like they have been bestfriends forever. That must me nice.

You know having bestfriends and all. I mean I have bestfriends and all which I love to death but I never see them! I have 3 best friends named: Sereniti, Sydney, and Lydia. I miss them a whole bunch! I decide to start eating my icecream before it melts.

My brother finishes before me. I finally finish and see the boy is still looking at me.. How weird.. We get up and start walking out the door. Gabe starts talking to me and puts his arm around my shoulder and says something funny.

I look behind me and see a touch of hurt in the boy's eyes. I wonder why.

We walk out and Gabe says," you know maybe if you weren't such a freak all the time maybe you would have a boyfriend."

I give him a glare and throw his arm off of me and punch him in the shoulder which makes him wince. I turn around once more and make eye contact with the boy. He's smirking and leaning back in his chair.

I stare at him which seems like forever until my brother comes up and grabs my hand and pulls me away. The boy looks sad again and I try so hard to stay put in place but Gabe picked me up. And carried me away bridle style.

I waved at the boy and he waved back with a smile. I start pouting cause Gabe won't put me down so I punch and kick him until he lets me down. We walk back home and I can't stop thinking about that boy.

"Wtf clary you don't even know him." I say quietly so no one can hear me.

I look at my phone and see it's already 10:13 I rush to the bathroom and see the door is closed I knock on the door and my brother Johnny is in there. Ugh.

"Why don't you use your own
bathroom?" I ask angrily.

"Because Gabe is using mine."

"Well hurry up!" I spit.

"Okay okay don't get your panties in a twist." He comes out and I take a quick shower and brush my teeth. I brush my hair and get in my pajamas which are shorts and a tank top.

I set my alarm for 5:30 am for school in the morning. I get under my covers and find a comfy position and drift off in a deep sleep in a matter of seconds.