Hi, I'm E

September 6, 1991

Hi, I'm E. My sister has been sayin I should start a journal. I think I'm fine without , but she doesn't believe that, told me to write about my problems and stuff, not like I have any. She said something about how bottling up emotions is bad, especially for our kind. We're aliens, we were supposed to destroy earth or something but we kinda just...didn't. We multiplied and some of us (like me) grew on other planets and were drawn to this particular planet by the scent of our kind; those of us grown together on the same planets are called direct blood siblings. We also produce asexually, like if we plant our blood like a seed another one comes out of the ground a few months later, we consider each other siblings rather than parents or anything though. We're not really supposed to be around this long so we're practically human, but just alien enough that we can't really get the help we need if we need it. Guess that's why she has me writing this, just in case, ya know? My sister is pretty smart. Been like a motherly older sister since our real "mom" (one of our three original creators) is so new to this world she's basically a baby and our oldest brothers, Perso and Custos went missing. Custos just kinda disappeared until our brother Lou found him a broken man huddled alone in an alley somewhere in Europe. Perso was taken when I got here. I wasn't quite awake for it but they say he got pulled back up to space before he even hit the atmosphere. Never really met the guy 'til he came back, they say he's not the same, darker, colder, and I don't really think Topaz can go back to only mothering her actual kids anyway, think she thinks so too, and likes it better that way. We're all made adults, or we're built that way, doesn't mean we're grown though, we need a motherly figure. Like my other older brother, Unlucky, he's already been married and had a kid before, and a whole life before he found the rest of us, and lost it too. Though he still acts like a teenager, scared and confused in the world, the guy never knows what to do with himself yet he can make most smile just with the pure optimism in his face.. Oh! Speaking o' which I haven't spoke about the gang yet, have I? Well, I'm in a gang, we don't do much but intimidate and mess around, but we like to think of ourselves as a Gang.
First there's me, I'm decently tall, although not to my family, and pretty strong too, I dress sharp and I'm usually the one to speak for all of us, like I know what we're all thinkin and I can put it into words better than most. I like to wear my hair loose and fluffy but I usually part it using my horns and keep it combed well. It's a weird purple color but I like it. My eyes are actually red and teal and the whites of 'em are black, but other than that I look no different than a normal human. I'm also one of the youngest too, not mentally at least but I've only been around for about three thousand years. That...may seem like a long time, but to us it really isn't, oldest in the group is millions of years old, but I'll get to that later.
Next is Unlucky, he's not as tall or strong lookin as me, but still a bit of both, he's a lot older than me, same age as Topaz in fact, twelve thousand years old. His hair is that same purple it just looks lots more faded and untamed,he puts hair gel in it sometimes when he's trying to look good..but not usually cause he doesn't like the feeling of it in his hair. He usually wears hoodies, sweats, jeans and regular plain T-shirts, nothing too extra. His eyes are like mine but flipped, his red eye is on the left, the teal is on the right and, the whites of his eyes aren't quite black, rather a deep greyish, I don't think they were made like that. He's pretty lonely too, I introduced him to these demon girls I met at work, Je Ne and Moi. He seems to like Je Ne lots but he won't even let her in his room, he doesn't really let anyone in there, I've seen bits of it I think it's cause he never cleans, there's old food and cans everywhere. He sort of holds us together though, he'll fight if he has too but he doesn't like violence much, it's too close to home for him. You can tell it in his face, he's too tired to engage in violence and things.
Then there's the twins, they're technically not twins cause they're not direct blood sisters, but they look and act almost identical and are the exact same age, two thousand years old, youngest pure bloods in the family. They're actually technically the same person, just different universes, Tee was created by me in this universe and Harley was created by Lou in theirs. Tee sort of got the short end of the stick though, they had both been adopted by humans, but Tee's mother died of an illness that comes from our people, which we're really still not sure how it happened, but her dad took it out on her. She got real bad brain damage and still has a cracked eye from it, our eyes are kinda like our base. It's made of the hardened blood that was planted, it's also like our version of a brain. Anyway she ended up having a breakdown killing him. They tried to execute her but we can't be killed through human methods. So they locked her up, it was just her until this human got locked with her. He had become immortal, cursed by a witch before she died. They stayed a while there but I ended up breaking them out, so we fled to this planet. Harley just wasn't able to grasp proper emotion on her own and killed the planet, she came here looking for others to help her destroy and found a new way of life. The two are best friends now and Harley often helps Tee herself or calls Tee's boyfriend, Kol, the guy from before and his little brother, Harley's boyfriend Kol-V (who had a similar fate but got here on his own) to help when she has meltdowns. They both have the same faded purple hair color as Unlucky, if it's straightened it goes down to their thighs but they always keep it in curls and fluff so it's at about shoulder length. The girls are both a bit short and have matching red eyes, aside from one of tee's being faded pink, the cracked one. They both dress in mostly pink, black white or red but sometimes will make exceptions. Harley dresses a bit more feminine with skirts and dresses while Tee prefers combat boots and black cargo pants.
Lastly is Lou and Custos. Lou is the sort of leader, he's my indirect twin from Harley's universe so we look essentially the same aside from him being a bit more tall and handsome and his horns being slightly longer and curved. He's very organized and charming, many women and a few men fall in love with him at least twice a week but he prefers the gang and to care for Custos. He spends most of his time with Custos. He is.. something.. he's become a shell of a person like i said before. He has to be kept on chain at all times and often I hear him screaming at night. He can't speak much english all he really can and will say in english anymore is "monster ", "chain", "storm", "hurt", and, "please". He usually speaks in Latin but we never bother to translate because Lou did it once before and it was just as much gibberish as his english. The man is a mountain at a huge nine feet tall, he's covered in muscle and even more scars he also doesn't wear much other than these old torn up potato sack cloth pants. His eyes are a beautiful teal but always look so tired and don't glow as much as they're supposed to. I can't tell if it's cause he's old or broken but, doesn't matter much though, his hair covers them most of the time. Sometimes people make him mad and Lou whispers things to calm him but he just goes insane, so we usually keep him on a chain or in the base. I honestly feel bad but I'm glad he has someone like Lou to care for him. Well I should be going for today, Lou just called down for breakfast.