The mystery brother

Welcome to the world

I laid down I felt this deep pain in my stomach I mean deep pain

Help help

What happen

My water broke

She going into labor

Get her to the door and my brother wheeler to the door

I was in excursion pain from the contractions

Ahhh I screamed

It okay

We arrived at the hospital I was wheeled to the hospital room

I was given an epidural to numb the below places

I was even in more pain

Fuck me god bless of American this fucking baby out of me I should of have killed this baby when I had a chance to I screamed

Calm down

Don't tell me to calm down I'm in pain from this baby pushing out

Soon after the epidural kicked in I calmed down

You feeling better I'm yes but not a whole lot

The nurse looked at me with concern in her eyes

The baby heart beat is super fast

Everything moved in slow motion

You need to push

123 keep going

We see the head

Just like that all the blood screaming was worth it I delivered a healthy baby boy

It a boy

The doctor placed his small little body on my chest

Hi sweetie

I was so glad he was here now all I needed was to be a mother

They cleaned checked then we had some one on one time we took a nap together all good

We woke up I feed him I up in presentable clothes aka a sweatpants and sweatshirt

Hello

Hi

Omg

What his name

I don't know yet

All he sobbed out

What wrong

I rocked him back forth nothing just nothing his screaming so loud was he heart he refused to eat

My baby was screaming and crying because I don't know

I had the visitors leave

I grabbed my phone and played the only that calm me down and sang in my ear I walked up and down the halls calming came to the waiting room

I have found his name

What

Oceans

Oceans

I mean I used it to calm him

I handed the baby to my aunt I went outside and screamed

My brother came out

Lucy

I keep screaming

Until my brother wrapped his arms around me

Just breath

I'm not a good mom I'm only teen maybe I'm not fit to be a mother I cried into his chest