yuri ayato x tooru fujisaki cold bathroom floor

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hmmm yuri thought to himself he hadn't seen his little stalker running around school lately, matter of fact he hadn't seen him at all. Thoughts began to cross Yuri's mind like the time they had first met on top of the roof where fujisaki tried to kill himself.

club was finally over yuri got up saying his usual well words i guess, but he had been thinking about tooru all day where could he be could he be trying to kill himself again or did he just magically loose interest in him. as he turned the corner he saw him coming out of the school counselors office his eyes were puffy as if he had been crying a lot and he had bandages on his wrists what the hell yuri thought what was he doing in there what the hell had been going on. tooru walked away quickly back to his dorm the counselor came out sighing playing with her long brown hair the principle walked out slowly,  yuri got closer to hear.

{what are we going to do with him}he said 

{i don't know but we have to do something that's his the third mental breakdown this week}

Yuri's eyes shot open what the fuck he thought his third what, had fujisaki been hurting himself yuri slumped against the wall his eyebrows furrowed as he sat there frowning had fujisaki been like this the whole time thoughts clouded yuri's mind as he sat there confused giving an angry expression.

yuri got up and quickly walked to tooru's room he leaned close to the door and he heard it tooru's stifling small cries from inside the room he bust in ran to the bathroom and there he was cutting himself blood dripping from his wrist to the floor yuri was in shock he had never seen something so horribly before.

{ah yuri-kun} tooru quicky spun the knife around and hid it behind his back wipped his tears and stood up yuri couldn't move what the fuck he thought he was angry he could've sworn everything was fine last week. It was all fake he was smiling through all the pain yuri thought back to the previous week where tooru wore an oversized sweater to hide his scars blood seeping through the dark colored sweater he acted completely fine he confessed his love like he always did but how the hell could he smile through all that pain and suffering how did he not break down how was that even possible why didn't he feel the need to tell him.

yuri ran up and gave him a hug {yuri kun wha- whats wrong are you okay}

he asked smiling 

ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE yuri yelled for the first time ever he was so angry.

fujisaki's eyes flew open as tears began to swell up in his eyes {yu- yuri kun what's wrong} he asked still smiling. 

god why didn't you tell me you were hurting dammit why didn't you let me help you fuck i thought everything was fine but- but you were hurting and i didn't even fucking notice.

yuri's eyes began to swell tears ran down his face from behind his black sunglasses {fuck} he sighed as he  pulled the small boy who was shocked still smiling bleeding blood dripping on the floor as he got pulled into a hug he slumped over and began to cry 

i- im so sorry yuri kun i didn't think you would care. he cried and cried and cried i- i didnt want to bother you with my problems. he said as he was sniffling 

yuri was just sitting there holding the crying boy in his arms he buried his face in his neck and said