Love Heist

memories

"Mahal kita" ( i love you)
Those words he said to me during our videocall -this moment keeps coming back to my mind
I could still remember how he said it and i felt it
Im in my hotel room laying in bed
Keeping flash back of what happened during our meeting
He is so charming, his nose, his lips, i cant help it, i wish we were together, how would it be now if i just met him before, i was feeling like i wanna hug him so tight and tell him, no one else comes close. Why do i still wish we could have another chance and for real this time. I wish to talk to him more.

I dont know whats his mind now but maybe its just nothing to him. Im just nothing to him after all.
But to me it feels like it was just yesterday. I hate my heart for still wanting him all this time, many had changed but im so obssesed with the love for him.

My phone rang,,, i checked to see whos in the other line, it was martina

Hello? Yes, no, i never get him and i dont think he will accept the offer, maybe i should prepare now my resignation letter?

Hey dont say that, we could find another lawyer if he doesnt want. Martina comforted me

Thats the best to do but what can i do to change marcouz mind,

You did your best yna, marcouz will consider that, he will change his mind. Dont be upset, everythings gonna be okay, have you had dinner already?

No not yet, thank you martina, you are a big help to me. I'll be going to eat now  take care

You too, take care.

I was eating all alone in the restaurant, when suddenly i get a message from unknown number

It says " are you still in Nashville? How long will you stay here? Maybe we could meet again and talk"

And then another messsage came through " this is steven"

My world stop for a beat, i put down the   fork im holding,

My hearts racing, dont know if i will text back or not

I put down my phone and grab the fork and get a slice of cake again, then look at the phone

I couldnt decide, should i turn this down or should i face it, this is my chance to finally talk with him for real now, maybe this is the start of something new, oh i dont wanna give hope to my myself, oh my god! What will i do now! My flight will be tomorrow in the morning, i couldnt respond to him right away makes me feel desperate too, but should i eat my pride now? Gosh!

I get my phone and started to text, i chat then delete then chat, dont know exactly what tosay, my head is aching now.

Until i write " i will no longer stay in Nashville, i only have today , tomorrow morning i will be in North Carolina"
This maybe for the best

I waited for his respond,
After a minute he does, and he only say "ok, but im happy to see you, you look stunning in person"

" You too, you still look charming" i replied and put down my phone.