"i still think you're pretty."(shigadabi)DISCONTINUED

Chapter 1

Shigaraki POV

It's July 19 at the bar. I'm in my room, putting on the same face cream I've been using for the past month. It's not working. I still have all of these ugly scratches and scars. I keep using it, i don't even know why. Anyways. I'm wearing an over sized black hoodie that i found in the washer. Idk who's it is, but its comfy and it smells nice. Like a campfire or some shit. I also have on knee length biker shorts. They not only were comfy, but they made me feel the slightest bit more confident. I check the time on my phone. The time is 6:47 pm, i have an appointment at the piercers. I'm going to get my septum and tongue pierced. This is obviously a secret parlor, made specifically for villains. I'm taking my skateboard, so i should probably head out now. I walk out of my room to meet patchwork.

"Hey handy-man, where are you off to?" he asks

"none of your fucking business patchwork." i snap back. God damn, i hate him so much..

"damn, fine."he accepts his defeat.

I put on the first shoes i see, which happen to be my all black lace up vans. i grab my black mask, and go into the bathroom. i style my hair in front of my face, so it would be more difficult for me to get recognized, and i put my hood up. i grab my skate board and i put on my mask.

"Hey Shigs, where are you going?" i hear a bright blonde ask.

"i have an appointment." i say dryly.

"like... a doctors appointment?" she says.

"no, i don't need a fucking doctor. I'll be back in... i dunno, whenever i get back."i say.

At that, i head off to the shop. I get there and a boy with half and half hair greets me. 

"hey. you got an appointment?" he asks.

"uh, yeah... it's under shigaraki." he scrolls through the computer for a second then speaks.

"alright. Come back here with me." i do as he says and i sit down in this chair thingy.

"i'll just make it quick." he says.

*20 minutes later*

"alright your all done." he says.

"thanks." i say as i hand him the cash i owe.

I put my mask back on and go back home on my skateboard.

"HAI CRUSTY! WHERE DID YOU GO!?" toga basically screams in my face.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" i yell back, with a small lisp due to my new tongue piercing. 

"why do you have a lisp now?" she asks tilting her head.

i take off my mask and say,"i got my tongue and septum pierced.

"wooooaaahh, thats so cool Shiggy!" she says.

"y'know, those piercing won't make you any prettier." i look to find the one and only Dabi.

"i fucking know you burnt little shit." i respond back, my eyes swelling up with tears. 

i rush back to my room and lock the door. I slid my back down it and i can't hold back these tears. Why am i so fucking ugly? everything about me is. My stupid curly hair, my eyes, all my ugly scars, my weird voice, my quirk. why is it me? why am i so ugly and why cant i fix it?  

I crawl into my bed and kick my shoes off. I grab my pink stuffed bunny and cuddle it in fetal position. I just needed to go to sleep to get away from this nightmare.

Dabi POV

"Wooowww, nice going burnt chicken nugget." toga says after Shigaraki goes into his room."Can you not already tell how much he's hurting?"

"it was just a joke.." i respond. It was better off that he assumed i didn't like him. If he knew how i really felt about him, i would be fucked.

"Dabi, it doesn't matter if it was a joke or not. Do you have any idea how bad it hurts to be told that your ugly or that there's no hope?" she just kept going.

"Yes, i do, you fucking blood rat! Now piss off!" i raise my voice as i storm of to my room, which was right next to Shigarakis. 

I slam my door and change out of the clothes i was in. I looked for my favortite black hoodie but i couldn't find it, so i just put on a white one, along with a pair of black basketball shorts. I lay on my back in bed, thinking about Shigaraki. I don't think that there is any time im not thinking about that boy. When we're on missions, i  think "i wonder if Shigs is ok." When i'm lying in bed at night, i think "i wish i could hold him as we both drift off to sleep." When i'm drinking at the bar, i think "Shiggy only likes Nikka Coffey Vodka. I wonder if he's tried my favorite kind of whiskey." it was honestly no secret that I was deep in love with my boss. I could not stop thinking about him. 

"fuck i'm gonna regret this." i whispered to myself.

 i got up and left my room. I hesitated before knocking on the boys room right next to mine. There was no answer so i quietly opened the door and went inside. I saw Tomura curled up in a ball cuddling with a pink stuffed rabbit. i sit on the bed next to him and admire him. I gently move the curly and fluffy hair out of his face and behind his ear. Now, i could really appreciate the slightly shorter boy.  I furrow my brows and then relax them, now understanding where my favorite hoodie went.

"i'm sorry Shigs." I whisper to him.

Once i feel like my time in his room has been overstayed, i gently place a small and quick kiss on his cheek and i leave, quietly shutting the door behind me. i have never done that before. Was that too big of a risk for me to take? I go back into my room and flop down on my bed. Soon enough, i'm already drifted off to sleep.

Hey fools,

hoped you liked the first chapter of my ShigaDabi fan-fic. 1017 words.

-Will