"You" - Lashton

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3 years ago…

The rehearsal went really well and it was too late to driving home with the bike. So Ashton stayed at Luke´s. They shared a bed, because why not. They are a band now, practically brothers.

 But for Luke this is different, different than sharing a bed with Michael or Calum which he had done thousands of times. This boy next to him is different than all the other boys he has ever met. This boy stood up for him  when others teased him for his fucking weird glasses when they met for the first time. This boy saved him so many times without even realizing. 

Gosh what would he give to kiss him?

Huh where did that come from?! Did he really just think that he wants to kiss Ashton?! His dick got hard from thinking about it. Luke is confused by these new feelings. But every little inch in his body forced him to get his face near and near to Ashton who fell asleep a few moments ago. Without wasting another second Luke pressed his lips at Ashton´s. 

Luke’s first ever kiss.

As fast he started the kiss he broke it and went as far away from Ashton as the bed let him. "what the fuck was that, Luke" did he just hear he Ashton asking. "Nothing, sorry. Forget it"

Luke was about to cry. He just broke the fucking line, now Ashton will leave this band, even worse, he will never talk to him again. He failed so terribly. How will he ever explain that to anybody?!

 "What if I don't want to?" Ashton came closer to Luke now and kissed him back, a real kiss now. Damn Ashton’s tongue feels good and it was all Luke could think about right now. The two teenage boys forgot everything around them.

 They didn't realize that Luke’s mom had just knocked at the door. She opened it, and became completely shocked. She closed the door as fast and quiet as she could.

"Wait Ashton, we shouldn't do that. We are in a Band together. Love in a Band never ends well. What if I fuck this up?" But Ashton couldn't stop. He fell in love with this boy ages ago. He was so happy Luke has a crush on him as well.  "You mean you just wanted to tease me with your pretty lips? Well that's rude.” Luke shook his head. Blushing over the compliment he just got. Aww Lukey boy blushes. Damn stop being so cute" Ashton gave him another kiss. But you´re right. We shouldn't do this. But honestly I can't stop now. Knowing you like me back just feels so good." Luke knows what Ashton meant. Kissing him. Knowing he wants to be kissed feels so good. He seriously has no idea how a perfect boy like Ashton can like him. 

Ashton put his muscular arms around Luke. Cuddling against him. Fuck that feels so good. This Boy is just perfect.

"Does your mom know?" Ashton looked up, confused. "That you are gay. I mean are you?!" Ashton never really thought about it. Or never wanted to. He didn't know how his mom thought about these things. He never heard her talking about this topic. Was he gay?! Was he ever really interested in girls?! Did he ever had real feelings for girls?! Not like his feelings for Luke. He never was THAT kind of excited after kisses like now. But he never had feelings for another boy also. So he may was more of lukesexual. "I don't know" he answered honestly.

"Are you?" Luke was sure he was. But he was scared about it. He always hated to be more weak than his older brothers. They teased him about it. So how will they react when they find out about him liking boys? "Sadly yes" tears run down his face. "Shh it's okay Luke. There is nothing wrong about it." Ashton said. Started to kiss him again. Softly stroking the younger boys body.  Which allured a few moans out of Luke. Ashton got confident. He placed his Hand on other boys growing bulge. Kneading it softly. The unknowing feelings drove Luke crazy. He loved it. He wanted more. He took Ashton´s hand and placed it under his pants. Now feeling it skin on skin was too much for Luke he couldn't hold himself back let out a few loud moans. Fucking god it was so good. Ashton hands are magic. Luke was sure no other person ever could have better hands. Ashton loved how this boy reacted to him. He wanted him to feel so good. Hearing him moan was the best thing in the world. He gave his best in stroking Luke’s dick. He never did it to another boy before. But he dreamt about doing it to Luke endless times. He wanted to be good in it. Oh my god Ashton that's so good" " I love you" was all Ashton good response. Because it's true he does loves Luke. "I love you too"

Luke felt his orgasm coming up really fast, he didn’t wanted this moment coming to an end but he couldn’t hold it back anymore he came that fast that he couldn’t even warn Ashton anymore. The older boy was placing kisses on Luke’s stomach and chest.  And few drops of cum landed on his face. Luke never saw anything more beautiful, or more sexy. He was about to come a second time, from this view only. He never wants to come with someone else. He only wants Ashton. Ashton is the only one who is allowed to touch him like that. Ever. Ashton smiled at Luke, left the cum where it was and continued the kissing. 

“Fuck I am so hungry now” Luke said after a few minutes.

“Wait my love I get you something from downstairs” Ashton responded and stood up.

“Wait, babe, you should wash that off before” Luke’s was pointing at his to show Ashton was he meant.  Ashton understood and laughed and nodded. “sorry again for that” Ashton laughed again. 

Ashton went downstairs. He was so happy right now he hummed a little melody, he didn’t even know what it was, it just came into his head. He couldn’t believe that this little boy upstairs really liked him in any kind of way. And he thought could join this Band was the best thing that happened this year. 

Arriving the kitchen he could see that Luke’s mom still was awake. He greated her and told her that Luke was hungry so he is looking for something to eat for him. She nodded. 

“Please stop that, please do not do that to him”

Ashton turned around, absolutely confused”

“Doing what to whom?”

“Luke, making him believe he is gay, he isn’t, he is just confused, please leave him alone, I do not say leave this stupid band, I just say leave him alone, please tell him that you will go tomorrow and this shit has to stop, or whatever. Just leave him alone” 

Ashton´s world just fell into a million pieces. 

But he did what he was told.